31 Years Old, 2 Children, Liposuction on Abdomen and Flanks

Surgery was okay, but the anesthesia made me so sick I was at the hospital for 12 hours; puking with 8 incisions is never a fun experience :/ it has been 6 days since surgery and as swollen as I am, I can see a difference.

So, freaking out a little! I've been drinking water like a fish, because at I was instructed to stop by midnight. We have to be at the hospital by 6am and surgery will be about 7am. We're going to have to leave our home at 5am to get to the hospital on time. I'm so nervous it's making me sick to my stomach. I'm going to shower tonight, get all shaved up, and hopefully sleep well. I'm ready to just get the surgery done. I'm not nervous about the pain, I'm just nervous about being under anesthesia so long :( i also feel an extreme amount of pressure as well; everyone knows I'm getting this done,everyone at work and personally. I keep thinking, well hopefully it looks good, or I'm going to look like a fool. My kiddos know that I'm having "surgery" and they started to cry; it made me so sad thinking that they are worried and don't understand; but I didn't want to say "well because mommy has low self esteem and the pressures of society I base my worth of my looks, I'm risking my life for smaller hips. So stupid! I have got to stop thinking this way about this surgery, I'm so scared :/