49 Want to Feel Sexy Again TT/BA FULL BACK & INER THIGH LIPO - Sacramento, CA

Hello RS community I like most of you have stocked this website for months so now I am documenting my journey. I just turned 49 and this MM is my 50th birthday present to me, along with a Cancun trip. I want to look good in a bathing suit so I figure that 1 year post op all my swelling and God forbid revisions would be done. At 5’8” I’m 191 which is my heaviest I have ever been and I attribute this weight to a full hysterectomy and having to take hormone therapy for the last 1 ½ years. I’m single and uncomfortable being naked alone let-alone in front of someone else. I have 1 beautiful grown daughter who is my biggest cheerleader and who thinks that I will be impossible to deal with when all is said and done. If I could just get my boobs inflated and my tummy flat with a waistline I would be happy.

I chose to go with Dr Green after seeing 2 other doctors. I had seen good and bad reviews on him but after meeting with him I knew he was the one. I was his last appointment for the day and although he was late he took his time and answered all my questions and at no time did I feel rushed. Although my appointments with the other doctors went well I just felt the most assured with him.

Well today I went and had my CBC blood work done and my nerves are still steady as a rock. I think the most exciting thing is from all the internet shopping that I've done for my supplies. I had 4 boxes delivered today from different websites (love free delivery) it was like Christmas in my livingroom. No one should get super excited about silicone strips and vitamins...but I did. Adding to the supply list each day it sure adds up. I was able to find 2 button-up light weight pajama tops for 10 buck each on clearance at Burlington today. I felt pretty good about that also. More supplies still to come.

I am so ready for my day to come. I look at my body and it's like a foreign object to me. I don't feel like I've ever been this big and to see pictures of myself at this size truly discusses me. Although I should be happy what I look like I just don't feel like I look like I did a year ago. I had a hysterectomy and that has truly put weight on me because of the hormone therapy. I am dealing with that and trying to lose some weight before my surgery. I am determined to lose at least 10 pounds before I go. I have also decided to do a colonic a week before my surgery so hopefully that'll make me feel better. But other than that I'm feeling pretty good and just waiting for my day.

I have had my mammogram, blood work and paid my deposit my pre-op is on September 28th and the surgery is on the 4th so I'm ready. Just a few more things to get and I'm ready to go.