I Cant Accept my Body I Need my Old Body Back - Sacramento, CA

Im 23 years old I weight 214 right now I will be doing liposuction and a breast lift, I been wanting this for already 3 years. After having my daughter I had gain a lot of weight I went from 150 pounds to 264. I lost 50 pounds in a year but still there are stubborn fat that just wont go away and it bothers me so much!....I am just not use to being this big and I cant accept my body!....my goal is to go back to weighing at least 140 to 145....I already had my consultation and scheduled my surgery date and I am so nervous but excited at the same time!!!! My pre op is on 22nd and I am trying to loose as much as weight possible before I have my surgery...for now my goal is to get liposuction and breast lift done but after couple months once I loose more weight my major goal is a tummy tuck