Starting my Journey - Rome, GA

So back story I was in the process of getting a BA and the. I found out I was pregnant with my second son. Now I am back at it again and hoping to have them completed on my birthday in March. I can't have any more babies bc I had a my tubes cut, burn, and tied. I am losing pregnancy weight. I am getting myself prepared for this.

However, I have a 1yr old and an 8yr old, I feel guilty for wanting to spend this kinda money on myself. Also, I will have some down time that I would actually have to rely on my husband to do some extra work around the house. But then again I truly wanna be selfish and do this for myself. My pregnancy boobs were great. Then I added about 30lbs to my body and those boobs were great too! But I have lost 16lbs now and now my breast can't fill my bras anymore. I feel deflated!

But my suggested size is 350-425cc I am going with saline bc it just makes me feel better into knowing that is in my body if anything happens to the implant. I have done extensive research and watched the good and the bad when it comes to BA. I am excited!

So it has been decided that in February will be the month my "twins" will be born. That is still six months away. I really need to get my mind on something else for the six months I am waiting or I will go mad with anticipation. Why so far away in the future you ask???? Well as you may not know I am a smoker and I want to quit for this surgery so I am trying put some time in between quitting and surgery. Plus I read alot of doctors would love it if you had two months free of smoking before surgery! (I know its a very bad habit please remind me)