Rhinoplasty gone wrong

Today I am told that my nose is botched. I put my full trust in my surgeon, and my nose was botched for a month and my doctor didn’t even admit it to me. I can’t believe how cruel and rude human beings can be. I thought I was over reacting, but I went to see another doctor because I stopped trusting my original surgeon and I was right. I am in severe depression, I still throw up everyday, I have panic attacks that are too long now. I throw up in public, and I now have a body of a baby - that’s how much weight I have lost. I’m in compete denial, and this doctor has not only caused me physical damage but also mental and emotional damage. I don’t think I’ll ever forgive her, because trust me I haven’t spent a day without crying, I have welcomed 2018 sitting in my sofa with a severe panic attack. I ended up in the ER and the urgent care. I can’t believe how inconsiderate this doctor is. I hope no more faces are being ruined. I’m not sure how I’m gonna energize for my next revision surgery, because now I know for sure my nose is ruined, and there’s Noway I’ll move on without a revision.

Getting this surgery has destroyed my life. This past month, I did nothing but cry, starve myself, felt sick to my stomach, and spent a lot of my days in the ER and the urgent care. I quit school, and I am now dependent on my family. I lost everything in just one day. If anyone is reading this, learn how to love yourself before getting a rhinoplasty. You are beautiful, you might not see it. We tend to see the imperfections, but we don’t see that those imperfections make us perfect. If you have a small hump, embrace it. If your nose is droopy, love it. Plastic surgery is not simple, it’s complicated. I wish I had loved myself instead trying to fix a little problem that made me beautiful. I had a little hump that I hated, and now I have uneven nostrils, alar rim retraction, upturned nose, piggy like, and no bridge at all. I destroyed something so beautiful, I ruined my life and I hurt so many people. If I could stop one person from doing the mistake, it would make me happy. I’m not sure if I’ll ever be able to to upload some pictures, but I’ll keep trying. If you think you need this surgery, think twice. Learn how to love yourself fully, and don’t try to change yourself.

Has anyone gone through a successful revision rhinoplasty? It would mean the world to me if anyone could share if they were able to restore half of their old nose back. I know that I can’t go back 100% to my old nose but even 80% would be enough. I’m really regretting every single step and this decision. From this day forward, I don’t think my life will ever be the same. It’s ruined.