Rhinoplasty Dr. Raj Kanodia - Opinions Needed

Hi everyone- ever since I was little I knew I wanted to get a nose job. My dad has a very large " Jewish" nose and passed it on to me. Last year I booked rhinoplasty with Dr. Raj kanodia in Beverly Hills. I chose to do so because I am very comfortable with my current face and wanted what he is known for " a very slight change not even my family will notice". A week before my surgery I felt a sudden wave of absolute panic. All of my friends told me not to do it, my family told me I was too pretty and would ruin my face. In addition to that Dr. Kanodia was so emotionless throughout the process. He isn't the kind of doctor who will comfort your fears. Before entering the operating room Dr. Kanodia showed truely amazing doctor behavior and for the first time I felt... this doctor takes his work seriously. He told me that the timing wasn't right for me, gave me most of my money back minus a very small fee and told me the money was there whenever I chose to come back. A year later I realize although I am terrified of ruining my natural beauty, I can't help but regret not going through with the surgery. If anyone at all has or knows someone who has gotten rhinoplasty done by dr. Kanodia; images would be greatly appreciated. Anyone have reviews of their experiences before I rebook?