Wish I Could've Chosen Someone else

Dr Loyo is calm and gentle, so I truly thought I would be in good hands with her for my rhinoplasty. I had been waiting 15 yrs to be able to financially justify this surgery. I went into it feeling so positive. I'm 7 months post op and I am heartbroken. She has already performed a rasping which only minimally improved my bridge. That's not my main complaint though. As healing progresses things are looking worse, not better. A dent has surfaced across my tip. I have another dent elsewhere. One of my nostrils is bigger than the other which we have temporarily fixed with filler because I was so self conscious about it. The one side of my nose droops, while the other side is lifted. I can't breathe out of my right nostril. The nose is completely asymmetrical. I don't know why she missed her mark with me this significantly. It seemed she had done great work on other patients but not with me. It's always a gamble even with the best surgeon. I wish I would've gambled on someone else.