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Revision Rhinoplasty - Still Unsure & Don't Love It
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Revision Rhinoplasty - Still Unsure & Don't Love It
I had my primary done back in 2007 and right after I got it done, even though it wasn't perfect I liked it more than my original nose because my original nose was so big, and anything that was smaller to that, to me, was a big improvement. I was young and didn't know better and just went to any plastic surgeon, and thought if he was good at one thing, he'd be good at everything. Obviously wrong. I went back to him 6 months later to have him shave down a bump that formed (stupid me for going back). Anyways, over time my nose got worse and worse. The tip kept getting longer and longer and almost like detached from my face where I could move it left and right, it was completely uneven and pinched above it and the pinched part was even uneven so it made my nose look more crooked than it was, and then I had a big bump on the bridge on one side that you could see in the 3/4 profile. It was horrible but I guess over the years I got used to looking at it and it was me. The past few years it got really bad and I wouldn't want to get in photos with my family and if I did I would always turn my head to the side because I would NEVER look at the camera from the front. I was so obsessed with my nose I decided to finally get it fixed. I got my revision on 12/3/19. As soon as the cast came off I was nervous to look at it and I just knew myself that I was going to freak of the change. I don't handle change well but I obviously hated my nose. I was in shock as soon as my cast came off. I HATED it and it made me look weird and ugly. The doctor was like oh it's beautiful and I'm thinking to myself am I missing something? I'm sure most doctors are going to praise their work right away. But I HATED it and I think it gave me PTSD (I actually read that could happen to rhinoplasty patients). I cried, it sent me into anxiety and depression. I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep. It was bad. So I was on forums, reading of other people having a same reaction and everyone says to give it time. I tried staying out of the mirror for the first 2 months and I guess by month 3 I can somewhat look at it in certain lighting. I taped a lot to help with the swelling and still to this day wear a little strip of tape right above the bridge because I am not used to the wider nose that filled in the uneven pinched area. I work from home so I don't mind having the tape on and it's somewhat my security blanket I guess. I still can't get used to it and I am 4 months out. I am a ton better mentally thank god, but I can't look at it without that little piece of tape on it. Everyday I try to take at least one photo of myself with a little makeup on and try to remind myself why I got it. When I look at myself in photos, I'm like oh wow, I might like it I think. I look at my new photos and constantly compare it to an old one where my nose looked crooked and it somewhat helps me. In my head I'm still hoping it will go down more at 6 months and then even the year mark like everyone says, but right now I don't love it. You always see these people on Instagram the day of cast removal and they're like OMG I love it. Well that did not happen to me at all and I'm still unsure of the results. Yes, it's more symmetrical and not pinched where it was but it feels too wide to me. I honestly currently only like it with the piece of tape and some makeup to help contour it. I wish I could just fast forward to a year out and like it and be used to it already because it's definitely better than it was in person. Not sure if you can tell by the photos. Not sure to show my face yet and not sure if I ever will to be honest but hope you can get a good idea of my before nose and after nose from these cropped images! I'll wait to write my doctor's review one's I'm done healing. Fingers crossed for the tip to go down and me to get used to it already!
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