I am 8 months post op revision rhinoseptoplasty and I am absolutely botched

Just wanted to update now that it has been over a year. It looks worse with the swelling down. My bridge has a bony part that protrudes on my left side (what used to be my good side) and everything is deviated in that left direction, including my supratip & tip lobules. My columella has a keloid and I warned him that I scar pretty bad and thick- he assured me I would have no problem but here we are. Aside from this, there’s no reason to give more updates since he is retired but I’m hearing he may have gotten or may be getting sued. Tbh, it’s well deserved. If anyone decides to form a case against him, let me know. I may be interested in taking part but don’t have the mental energy to spearhead it. I’d like to leave on a positive note: I’ve been looking for revision specialists and am now thinking outside the US may be the best option. Primarily looking in Turkey as I’ve seen a few girls online say they saved their noses over there. From everything I’ve seen, the doctors there perform miracles. I’m just waiting for the catch... but their portfolios speak for themselves almost. No doctor I met with in Beverly Hills was able to provide me much of any before & afters. And any photos I saw hardly compared with how beautiful the noses in Turkey come out.. and the revisions they do I mean my god... it’s just the beginning of my search so if anyone has any suggestions let me know. Also hearing Mexico is good? And Brazil but due to Covid I’m not sure that will be possible. Not looking for cheap, looking for the right one.

I've been waiting months to write this review to give him the benefit of the doubt & allow swelling to go down. I am ~8 months post op revision rhinoseptoplasty and I am absolutely botched. I know doctors may respond, "there is still swelling, etc." and yes there is, but the nasal bone structures themselves are actually deviated. I can see & even feel them. It looks as if someone has turned my nose like a dial on my face. Makes no sense. Luckily I have been growing so much spiritually which is the only reason I'm afloat mentally.
I went in because I wanted to fix my deviated nose that leaned to one side more. It's as if he heard "make it lean even more to that side!" because that's what he did. He convinced me that my nose was not crooked but asymmetrical. Ok sure, you're the experienced one here, but I was adamant. After a lot of begging (should have been a red flag), he agreed it was "slightly" deviated and could move it back. On operation day he comes in and and asks if he could do more to the other side to make it symmetrical. I figured sure, as long as it doesn't negate everything we had agreed upon. But apparently it did. As he seemed to focus on the side I did not really have a problem with. I think I realize now that one knows their nose best, and thus should be the ultimate decisionmaker.
I could tell from the moment I saw my nose in the cast. The cast itself was crooked but the swelling made it look less so. I've gone in several times with my concerns, very respectfully and with the understanding that perfection was never a choice (nor did I expect it). But he began to gaslight me. On my last visit with him, he used those little long wooden q-tip looking sticks and aligned it with my nose, which resulted in it going diagonally down my face like this /. When I aligned it to be actually going straight down my face, you could see how far off my nose was from center including the bridge. He kept pushing it back diagonally, forcing me to accept that it is straight. I asked, "in what world is this straight?" and he started getting agitated and upset. Few words later he left the room. I was so upset, felt unheard, and was fighting back tears. They took pictures of my nose that day and if you were to pull them up you'd see red, teary eyes.
My livelihood depends on me performing in front of a camera, online & offline. So this whole time I have barely been able to work (and yes I could even with covid, but can't bc nose). I did this so I could look better on camera and also breathe better which would enhance my speech. Now I can't even go on Zoom without looking insane- it looks worse on camera.
My only regret was that he didn't retire sooner and never touched my nose. I was better off with my old, less crooked nose. But alas- here we are. What can I do? Besides wait until I can get a whole 3rd rhinoplasty. Never saw myself going down this route... I'm happy he did retire and won't be able to ruin any more people's lives, but also upset that I'll never get any closure or fixing done. I can't even ask him questions now since he retired 4 months after my operation and is unreachable.
MY ADVICE: Do NOT go to a doctor who doesn't use computer imaging like this guy. I'm sorry but we are in a modern era and I should be able to see what the doctor is picturing. And if, as a patient, you can't accept that it may not look exactly 100% like that, you need to hold off. Although TO BE HONEST with you, I have seen some doctors post their 3D renderings next to their results and it looks identical. Not saying that should be your standard, but at the very least get some computer imaging to make sure you're on the same page.
If you feel a good connection with a doctor, and have done all the relative research, honestly go with that doctor even if it's more expensive. And if you don't connect with any after consultations, WAIT til you do find the one! It will cost you more to cut corners or compromise. I trusted Dr. Fleming because of his nearly 40 years experience and he felt very family like. But my post op experience has been a nightmare. It's as if I offended him by showing him his mistake. You should not have an ego about this doc! I understand humans aren't perfect and make mistakes, but don't gaslight your clients bc of your shortcomings (just seen another reviewer say the same thing, and who knows how many others there are).
If anyone who has gotten corrective surgery successfully after being botched has any advice, please please please let me know. I'm just waiting for the year mark to get a revision and don't want to make this mistake again. Also, if anyone knows incredible revision rhino docs who do the closed procedure, link me! Don't think my columella can handle another open procedure... Preferably in CA but willing to go anywhere (in the US) at this point to make it my last surgery :\. I feel like I've exhausted most viable options here in LA...