POSTED UNDER Tattoo Removal Reviews
Removal of brand new dense black
UPDATED FROM flamingo3388
3 months post
May 16 3013
flamingo3388May 19, 2013
$150
Seeing some good fading this time. I keep reminding myself we've only done 3 treatments. I got this!
Healing last time was rough. Had some blisters, may have some scarring...
This fourth time though we opted not to turn up the laser and so far I have no blistering but my arm is definitely swollen the biggest it's ever been. This is my last treatment before the wedding, so I'm going to be taking at least two months off before the next...
I had major feelings of dread before going this time and almost backed out. I almost feel panic when I sit in that chair. Then the laser starts and I wonder why I am putting myself through all of the pain. However as soon as its done I breathe and instantly forget how awful it was until the next time I am driving to the treatment center....
I am happy I am doing this. It's keeping me grounded and helping me think about the consequences of decisions I make before I make them...
Healing last time was rough. Had some blisters, may have some scarring...
This fourth time though we opted not to turn up the laser and so far I have no blistering but my arm is definitely swollen the biggest it's ever been. This is my last treatment before the wedding, so I'm going to be taking at least two months off before the next...
I had major feelings of dread before going this time and almost backed out. I almost feel panic when I sit in that chair. Then the laser starts and I wonder why I am putting myself through all of the pain. However as soon as its done I breathe and instantly forget how awful it was until the next time I am driving to the treatment center....
I am happy I am doing this. It's keeping me grounded and helping me think about the consequences of decisions I make before I make them...
UPDATED FROM flamingo3388
2 months post
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flamingo3388April 13, 2013
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April 13, 2013
session 3, OUCH!! laser is now up to 3.0 and it was rough. lots of deep breathing and breaks but we did it. Keep in mind I am opting OUT of numbing cream, as those things can be bad for your heart once absorbed by the body, and since my body is already going to be absorbing enough garbage im just staying away from it. Anywhoo it was not as painless afterwards as it was last time. Burning and pinpoint bleeding, and I think i see some small blisters beginning to form. That being said its still not terrible and I am excited to see how it looks when the swelling goes down. The ink looks so much more broken up when the arm is this swollen. Im happy with the amount of fading I am seeing after two sessions. For a bright fresh dense tattoo I think its good progress. Will check back in a few days to let y'all know how healing is going!
April 13, 2013
session 3, OUCH!! laser is now up to 3.0 and it was rough. lots of deep breathing and breaks but we did it. Keep in mind I am opting OUT of numbing cream, as those things can be bad for your heart once absorbed by the body, and since my body is already going to be absorbing enough garbage im just staying away from it. Anywhoo it was not as painless afterwards as it was last time. Burning and pinpoint bleeding, and I think i see some small blisters beginning to form. That being said its still not terrible and I am excited to see how it looks when the swelling goes down. The ink looks so much more broken up when the arm is this swollen. Im happy with the amount of fading I am seeing after two sessions. For a bright fresh dense tattoo I think its good progress. Will check back in a few days to let y'all know how healing is going!
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April 14, 2013
aloha flamingo3388, It must be such a wonderful feeling to have session 3 done. I always feel like I'm tackling the offending ink after laser sessions, although I'm a wimp and opt for lidocaine shots so I don't feel any pain. Bravo for being so brave and strong! Here's to fading, my tattoo after five passes of the laser beam is looking like an old tattoo with broken lines and fading. I'm hopeful, it only gets better from here. Patience is important! Thanks for the update I was thinking about you and your upcoming big event. aloha...k
April 14, 2013
Thanks a ton for the thoughts and encouragement! I'm excited to get three out of the way, now only one more before the wedding! My tech asked me today if I was going to buy makeup to cover it up on the big way and after I thought about it I figured no, I won't. I think I am totally fine with this now and someday I'll look at my wedding pics and think "look how much my life was changing back then!"

April 16, 2013
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm about to embark in the same journey. I'm terrified to say the least of the whole process, the pain, scarring, any & every thing. But I've given myself 6 months to try & get used to it & I can't.
Anyhow, once again thanks for sharing your experience & I hope to see some pics.
Good luck!

April 16, 2013
Don't be afraid ari3...I know from experience, I was afraid to begin the laser removal and opted for a third try to make the tattoo likeable/acceptable. Now I've got a much bigger tattoo that is being lasered off at 3X the original price...sigh...wish, oh so wish I had done the lasering in the first place. As for scarring, don't pick at blisters, scabs. As for pain, there is pain numbing creams and injections. Good luck! aloha...k
April 17, 2013
I have to say I was a little scared at first, but since starting this I have actually just begun finding the whole experience completely fascinating. Technology is a crazy thing! I will say it is a great releif to finally get started on the process. It was so shocking to have this huge dark thing on my arm and now it's faded enough that I feel more comfortable with it. Good luck and keep us updated!


May 10, 2013
as you are opting out of numbing cream - do you use ice or anything before the procedure?
i also dont want to use a numbing cream even though its been suggested. like you, i dont want to add any extra stress to my body and also that stuff is so expensive!! i havent had a session yet but im glad ive found someone else who is able to get through it without the cream. hopefully it wont be unbearable.
May 10, 2013
Yes! We sit with I've packs for about ten minutes before she starts. She then continues to use the packs as she goes, doing a section then icing then doing a section then icing. It's definitely painful but it's over before you know it ;) I have to say though that the first time I couldn't drive myself home because I went into a sort of mild shock, but the other two times I was mentally prepared and felt much better afterwards. When do you plan on starting?
May 10, 2013
my first session is in 2 weeks. im really nervous but at the same time i cant wait to get started. i have an upper arm half sleeve. thankfully its all in black so im hoping it will remove well but its very dark and dense also.
May 10, 2013
I can't wait to see how it goes! I feel that once I had my first session I felt sooooo much better. My anxiety was completely gone. Good luck!

May 10, 2013
Don't be!!! I was like that, & honestly it felt like getting the tat again. She only used 2 (intensity) I used ice before & for abt 1 hr after. I did not blister or anything.
Looking frwd to read abt your journey.

May 12, 2013
aloha nomistaketoobig, the anxiety before the first session is overwhelming but once the session is done it'll be like "is that what I worried about". I had such huge relief. I'm sure the clinic will start off with a low setting (that seems to be universal) to prevent scarring. With each session the laser setting will be adjusted depending on your healing and skin type. One of the things to remember with laser removal is patience and perseverance is important, this takes time but it'll be worth it. Good luck! aloha...k
May 14, 2013
thank you all for the reassurance! i will make a post once ive started to share my progress as well.

January 3, 2017
Hi just checking in to see if you've had anymore treatments over the last couple years?
UPDATED FROM flamingo3388
30 days post
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flamingo3388March 3, 2013
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Mar 3 2013
Had my second session yesterday. Started off being much more painful but the pain went away a lot quicker this time.
I had noticed some slight breakup of the lines right before the second session, but immediately after it could tell that the laser did a fantastic job of breaking up the lines even more. I am seeing a lot of brown and faded edges. Even the panthers dense black is in the beginning phase of the breakup, I think. Much better results than I had anticipated so early on.
Once again no blistering. The arm is very swollen but I have no broken skin and the soreness is very minimal. I believe my tech knows whats shes doing.
added six pictures but i will take all except the "after one session" pic down in a few weeks :)
Mar 3 2013
Had my second session yesterday. Started off being much more painful but the pain went away a lot quicker this time.
I had noticed some slight breakup of the lines right before the second session, but immediately after it could tell that the laser did a fantastic job of breaking up the lines even more. I am seeing a lot of brown and faded edges. Even the panthers dense black is in the beginning phase of the breakup, I think. Much better results than I had anticipated so early on.
Once again no blistering. The arm is very swollen but I have no broken skin and the soreness is very minimal. I believe my tech knows whats shes doing.
added six pictures but i will take all except the "after one session" pic down in a few weeks :)
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March 3, 2013
Have you noticed any of the black part of the tattoo turn brown in areas?
March 3, 2013
Yes i have. Immediately after this session a lot of the lines turned brown (but have gone back to black). the edges of the shading have turned brown and a couple of the lines have stayed brown. it looks a lot lighter when its brown!
March 4, 2013
I had the treatment were they use the laser wait 20 minutes use the laser again and so on 4 times. I blistered pretty bad but the doctor said it was ok and something they seen more of on the older laser. I was just wondering cause part of the black tattoo is changing colors throughout. Brown and sometimes even a bluish color (foggy look).
March 4, 2013
Yeah I think it may be fairly common. I will be able to say more about the browning in a couple of months

March 5, 2013
Just a tip! Talk to your dr. about buying numbing cream online. I bought deep numb on ebay for 5$ and it works amazingly. I have been telling everyone in comments about it. I used it during my last session and it barely hurt. I had never used any cream before this time so I feel your pain (literally). Most creams I found online were 30-40$ so i found this and figured i'd try it. I'm glad your friend said he knows someone who's had good results. Good luck!
March 9, 2013
Hi flamingo. How many sessions do they estimate you at??. I just had #2 and it seemed to be quite a bit more painful thAn the fisrst.... It's blistered bad and I'm scared of how it looks. It's pretty gross looking.. What kind if laser are you using and How many sessions do they estimate??
March 9, 2013
She is estimating 15-20 sessions every four weeks so I am in it for the long haul :/ don't be scared of the blisters! They actually help suck the ink out and as long as you don't pop them they will heal naturally and not scar... I got a great tip from someone when I started this ... She had gotten a bad thesis degree burn on her leg and while it was healing she treated it with vitamin E oil and no part of the burn scarred at all! If you're worried about the blisters I would get some E oil and rub it on them once they've gone down. Keep us updated on how the removal is looking!
March 9, 2013
Thank you so much. Yes I guess it just is looking so scary right now because of the blistering, but this is a good thing huh??? Where do u boy vitamin e oil at??? Great tip I appreciate it flamingo... It's so nice to have people to talk to
March 9, 2013
I bought mine at Whole Foods but I bet you could find it at a drug store too. It really is awesome to have people to talk to here. Honestly it's what made me feel good enough to get the laser done and to not feel ashamed and anxious anymore. I actually feel comfortable talkin to friends and coworkers now because of this site!
Are you gonna post your story?
March 9, 2013
I know. I am so embarrasent I feel like I'm keeping it a secret but I know I can't fit much longer. I'm ashamed if what I did. How could I have done this??.... Only a few close friends Nd family know. I hate trying to hide it but how do u even begin to tell someone "oh yea I got this tattoo 2 months ago and now I'm lasering it off..." I mean how crazy would I sound?? It sucks. I don't know if I'm ready to share my story yet. I wish I was. You are so brave. It's been a tough few months I need to get back to "me" again. This site is awesome and I appreciate the support
March 9, 2013
One thing that helped me was telling people that I didn't realize that a big cover up would fade in a few years and the old tat would show through (this is true) so after I started the cover up I realized later sessions to lighten the old tattoo will make for a better quality cover up in the future! And even though I don't plan on doing another cover up in the future it usually just makes people think I know what in doing LOL and takes away the embarrassment. You can just tell people you initially wanted a cover up but then decided that the best option was to just work on lightening it. It's been a great ice breaker for me. Good luck though Hun, I hope hope hope you feel better soon

March 9, 2013
aloha Ash77, I don't think you should be embarrassed about your tattoo. It was a decision that you made but now you regret and that's really all it is. There are many decision we make, even with the best intentions, that turn out to be mistakes. And all they are, are simply mistakes. With tattoos our mistakes are often visible and people may feel the need to comment either to offer an opinion, offer critique, offer support...but it's really just a mistake. One of the Ruiz agreements that I adore "Don't take things personally" it's not always about you, you are the center of your story and others are the center of their stories. So if someone says something nasty, it's not about you, it's about them, don't take it personally. This is hard and especially hard with a visible tattoo and the need to be liked, supported. My tattoo, my ink regret is on my hand. I get a few comments and questions on the appearance of the lasered ink but I just offer a simple answer "it's a work in progess, just like all of us here" and often that is simply enough.
Share your story when you're ready and share when you feel the need and when you feel safe to do so. Until then, you don't need to say anything else if at all. We on the forum are here for you, we're living it right along with you. I am confident that my ink regret will be a part of my history and nothing else. And I'm confident that will be the case with you. Good luck
March 11, 2013
Thanks for the support. I like the comment of our ink regret being part of our history and nothing else. I really really hope this is the case. Everyday is getting better and better. I'm glad I can know if I'm feeling down to talk to people here. It's so helpful.
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