Brazilian Butt Lift with One Mishap - Queens, NY

Sorry for taking so long but after I got really sick I was dealing with getting back into a better mood. So I did my hair I started to look my best.. Plus I also got a bit lonely . I miss being with someone! It's so hard to meet people especially with kids plus my body isn't the way it used to and that's why I did this surgery. My doc said he'll take some fat from my legs and arm to add more projection .. Said he won't charge me.. Also said I have to wait 2-3 months to do it. So this is what my but looks like now .

From last up day I think im losing the grafted fat in that area.. My body no longer looks nice.. Cellulitis has destroyed my look. 3 weeks post op and I'm very depress.. Feels like I waste my money.. I can't even go to my massage or wear the body suit to get a better result. So down right now. I did this to boost my self esteem after my lady son dad walked out on me.. Trying to get my body looking great so I can date again but I think I just made it worst. I also have no money to redo it!

After thinking about it for a long time I kept getting nightmares .. I dreamt a doc had me on the operating table while doing a breast implant with one breast cut open and left expose. I was hovering over my body telling him to hurry up.. Got scared and decided not to . Then I decided to go and see other doctors.. I saw a few in Manhattan but they were so pricey.. What I wanted was a breast lift and the Brazilian butt lift.. After two kids you lose a lot. Then one day at work my coworker told me if this doc that everyone is using.. I was a bit skeptical . Eventually I went to see him , he didn't charge me a fee but he told me he can make me beautiful . When asked the price it was within my range.?" Right the and there I did my blood work and a week later my surgery. That day I was sober pus but he made it seem so normal. Dr Thompson then took me into the room asked what music I like and gave me something to relax me. I wasn't asleep so I wasn't scared. Then I was given a massage and brought to recovery.. Two weeks later I decided to get another size in the garment and lo and behold I developed cellulitis .. I had a 104 temperature, but all my other vitals were fine. I lost colors in my lip and extrimities.. He told me to come to him immediately where I was given antibiotics and Tylenol for my fever .. I stayed there until my fever subside and the pain on my bum from the cellulitis eased . I was so scared .. It's still tender but I'm feeling much better. He wrote me more prescription .