Am I Too Old for This?

Hello,
I am 5'4" 125lbs. And yes I am 50. I know the thought of doing this at this age is probably crazy. That's my biggest fear is being judged by people I know. But I am a 34b and have always been shy about my size. Never felt comfortable in swim suits either. I have 2 kids. My youngest is my 17 yrs old daughter and she is my biggest supporter. She thinks I should go for it and not worry about what other people say. So I had my pre -op appt yesterday. The nerves have picked in for sure. Only 4 days til my surgery! I still can't believe I'm doing this.

So it's the day before my surgery and boy have I got butterflies. I'm hoping I made the right decision in what size I'm going with. Decided to go with hp silicone cohesive gel (415 -450) under the the muscle . my doctor had been so helpful and he will,see which,looks,best on me. Also, a bit asymmetric so my right side will have to go bigger to even out. Been doing nothing but cleaning and catching up laundry so I don't have to stress about that. Here are,couple of pics of,me now. I'll share tomorrow if I feel up to it. Surgery is at 8:30 a.m. Have to be there at 7:30.

Hello,
I had surgery this morning. And am home resting. Oh boy am I sore with a little bit of nausea. I ended up with 450c.f. on my right and 485c.f. on my left. Can't wait to see them. Liitle nervous that he went that big. But we will see. Here is a pic of me currently.