36 YO Mum of Four. pre-op 36AA (5’11” 155lbs) 325cc HP Mentor Dual Plane

I've had my check up with the surgeon, and he is delighted with the results. He said ”wow” when I took my bra off!
He asked me how I'm doing. Well, they look great, but I'm still psychologically adjusting to the procedure. They still feel big to me some days. They look amazing in clothes, and don't look that big but naked I feel massive. Though, I feel amazing in my dresses. I suppose it will just take some time, I've lived for all this time with no breasts, it will take time to adjust.
My breasts are now starting to get squishy, and I can push them together and get a great cleavage - though this wasn't my primary concern initially. I haven't got measured yet, but my following online guides I've worked out that I'm a 36C, which fits perfectly. I'm due back to see my surgeon in October for my six months check up. I'm excited to see how they look then; they look really natural already to me. They have dropped considerably. My right boob is still a bit behind, but they are evening up nicely. My Mondor cords have almost entirely gone, and I've started sleeping on my side again; woop woop.

I’m feeling physically 100% back to normal. I’ve been active around my home doing chores and some hire intensive gardening as spring has finally sprung here in the U.K.
I’m still wearing my surgical bra diligently, and I’m still sleeping on my back exclusively- which was very uncomfortable for he first week or so, but I’m used to it now.
Psychologically I’m sill having some own days. Not being allowed to exercise has really taken its toll on my mental health. I have eating difficulties and not being able to eat what I like and exercise, has left me feeling down. I feel like I’ve put loads of weight on and I daren’t get on the scales. I know that it’s only temporary, that soon I can start yoga and running again, that I will feel much happier in myself.
The boobies are pain free and have been for sometime. I haven’t had any zapping pain yet. I sometimes get a very mild ache in the morning. But that’s all. My scars are all healed up, I’m just waiting for them to fade, which will take some time as I’m very olive skinned tone/tanned.
They are starting to get squishy and even jiggle a tiny bit when I walk downstairs. They have started to really drop now and are looking more natural everyday. I still can’t push them together yet!

I have the odd day when I freak out that they’re too big. But this is only when I’m wearing clothes. I guess I just need to adjust psychologically as I’m sure they don’t look that big to other people. I think once I’ve lost the post op weight gain I will feel much better in general. I do love looking them with no bra, I can’t believe that it’s me sometimes.

Day 10 post op, and I feel mostly back to my normal self. No pain, I’m still a little stiff in the morning. But that’s all, recovery has been kind to me, which is a blessing as I’m single Mum and have no family to help out.
I’m starting to love my new shape, clothes look so much better on me. My boobs not look much better than my most padded bra, BUT the shape is a million times sexier with actual boobs, I have an element of side boob which was unexpected with HP implants ( I’m so glad my PS discouraged me from mod plus as they would be really in my armpits on me) but it looks really good, it balances my broad shoulders and hips.
I caught myself in the mirror during the bath, and for the first time ever, I thought - wow, my body looks quite hot! It made me hopeful for the future and if I ever meet someone- I will no longer have the fear of showing, what I perceived to be a deformed body.