40 Year Old W/ 3 C-sections Gets Mini TT/BL Hernia/muscle Repair. Portsmouth, NH

I love this site!!! It has helped me so much. I scheded my surgery a couple of months ago and I have spent MANY nights reading everyone's fantastic info!!
I am scheduled for an uplift, mini tummy tuck, umbiical hernia/muscle repair in 4 days!!!! I have been through a TON of emotions. Today It's fear. I'm afraid that I will regret this! I work out a ton! I'm in pretty good shape, I don't want to look worse. It's a lot of money and I just want to look and feel great.

I am 3 days away from surgery and I am so calm!!! I was a mess last week! I couldn't sleep, couldn't eat (I always eat!!) I got a cold sore from stress and now I'm like an spaced out air head!!!! I wish I started writing this all down last week!!! I think that I have worried about every possible scenario so now I just wait...

I am 5 days in and I have no idea how other people wrote 1-5 day reviews!! I was out of it!!
So! I feel pretty good except the crazy swelling!!! My upper thighs and vagina are really, really , really swollen! My husband spoke to the dr. And I guess it's normal?
My first prescription was for dialodin, not sure how to spell., but I had to switch to tramadol because I was so nauseous and ITCHY!!!! I was crazy itchy after all three kids, so I'm guessing it's the anesthesia ? I sit and sleep in a recliner. The itch, nausea, and swelling are the hardest thing for me!! I also haven't had a BM yet. I really haven't been super hungry. My husband got me this telescopic back scratcher and it has saved my life!! I wanted to write my experience to help people with questions they may have, so many have helped me! But I'm having a hard time writing anything beneficial!! Ha! I will try again later