Almost 30, AA Cup, Two Kids, Finally Able to Get the Aug I've Been Waiting For! - Pittsford, NY

So boob greed is real... As apparent from my previous post. :/ I took some advice and tried on my old bathing suits and bras just to get some perspective. I started by trying on a bandeu I bought last year and actually looked good on me when I added cutlets. Well.. Couldn't even get it over my new girls! Yay! Next was the old A-cup bra I was alway lamenting would never come close to fitting right and left a gap.. Didn't fit either! The width was too much to close the clasp! Another yay! Finally I managed to get one of my VS swimsuits on.. Barely! I can assure you I laughed with joy. I have boob greed no more, I'm so happy with my new additions!

Day 4 and starting to wonder if I should have been more clear about what I wanted. Full C cup, nice shape. They are nice to look at naked, but they look like an A under clothes. It pretty much looks like how I did with a normal bra before and cutlets. :/ maybe they'll increase in size when they drop? I'm so sad thinking that this surgery that I've wanted all my life didn't do anything for me. Why did I spend so much money to get to an A from a AA? I just want to cry. I probably should have spoke up, but I figure when I said full C he would know what I wanted. I question why he used moderates when I have such a small chest. I didn't know to ask for high profile, but looking at other reviews, it looks like that's what I should have asked for. :/ I totally thought I'd get a full C small D. But looking at other reviews.. Im definitely not. I have my post op on Monday, and I just don't want to go. I feel like I'll start crying. Feeling so deflated..

I forgot to mention how much it can effect your life at home. I'm lucky have a husband that can help we anything around the house, and with the kids. If I didn't.. It would be pretty tough. Even opening the fridge makes me nervous. They tell you not to push, pull, lift or lift your arms.. So basically forget doing anything for a little bit. I've helped watch the kids by sitting on the ground and playing easy things like with their little toy kitchen, books and balls. My husband had to put them down for naps, and into the highchair, but if I had to I would have fed them right on the floor with me. All doors can be difficult, and relaying on someone to bring you food is tough. I made up food beforehand which has come in soo handier than anticipated. Especially when I have to take my meds with food at midnight. Just take a scoop of lasagna and some water, and I was good to go.