28 Barely A-cup, Active, Pear-shaped Mommy of Two - Pensacola, FL

I have been pretty much obsessed with breasts since I was 16. Not in a sexual way, but in a "WHY don't I have some, way?" My friends growing up thought they were being sweet by saying, "You're so lucky that you can go bra less. I could never do that." Ouch! PSA- don't say that to small breasted girls. It cut's like a knife. Ok so flash forward 12 years, and I'm married with two kids. My breasts filled out to a full C while I was pregnant and breastfeeding but so did the rest of me. lol My size 3 (110lbs) blew up to a size 13 plus (160lbs). I lost most of the weight, and have dropped down to a 6/8 around 125 lbs. My boob's, on the other hand, barely exist now. I barely fill out an A cup. I'm flat as a board in a sports bra, and have been buying the Miraculous Bras by Victoria Secrets trying to balance my pear shape out. I no longer fill these $75 bra's out, and decided it was time to make a permanent change. My dh isn't exactly supportive as he likes me the way that I am. But he doesn't feel like a 12 year old in a bikini. He doesn't know how frustrating it is to wear a dress because I don't fill out the top portion. So to him, I'm being selfish. I guess I am. I'm a stay at home mother (His decision so he can focus at work) of a 4 and 6 year old. I cook 3 from-scratch meals a day, clean house, do laundry, have started an acre plus vegetable garden, pay our bills, attend all of my daughter's school events, and rarely get a break from anything. I love my children, and my husband but it's time I do something for myself.

So my husband finally came around, and is now really excited for me! :) He's really enjoying the inspirations that I've been looking at. hahaha I've decided to go with high profile 400cc-450cc memoryshape silicone implants by Mentor. They are the tear drop shaped, "gummy bear" aka cohesive gel, textured implants. I want a really natural look, with the natural slope of the chest, less projection on top, and fullness on the bottom.

Man! These things are super tight... I can barely move my arms to type on my iPad. I ended up with 390cc as my ps suggested would fit the best, and look the most natural. I'm so excited for the swelling to go down so I can get a good look at them. Pain isn't terrible in the chest, but getting out of bed or raising my arms has been quite a feat so far. My post op appt is tomorrow and hopefully I'll be able to post an update picture.