They grew back!!

My breasts grew back. :( today is 4 days after my second surgery. I think it's worth it. Still have on would vac on. Pain has been pretty intense, but I'm hoping for relief as days go on. Dr doubek did a beautiful job last time as witnessed by my before picture. I'm hopeful for same results.

so next month marks my 3 year mark after surgery. this truly was the best decision I ever made for myself. once the surgery began, my doctor had some issues removing as much tissue I wanted, so I'm only down to a size 32DD, but still worth it.

I have had on going back/neck pain and headaches my entire adult life. 2 years ago, I was referred to a ps and because of the amount of tissue he wanted to remove...and a very unsupportive man in my life, I decided not to go through with it. I recently got fitted with a correct bra size, 32f...it took the stress off my shoulders considerably...but caused chest pains!! After visiting my pcp...an awesome dr!! I feel I really have no option. This pain changes who I am. It affects the kind of mother I am and after two years of trying EVERYTHING...I mean everything. Chiro every two weeks, pt exercises twice a day. Yoga and pilates every day. Lost 20 lbs. My core couldn't be any stronger, unfortunately, nothing has helped. The thing is, other than the pain, I love my breasts...I think they are beautiful. Its true, bras and clothes don'tn fit well, but I feell like its a trade off that is worth it. I'm afraid I will feel like less of a woman. I'm afraid my sexuality will be altered irreparably. I fear hating them...but right now most of all, I fear that my insurance carrier won't cover the procedure. I'm 5'10 and weigh 145 lbs. Looking at the scale, they will need to remove 400-500 grams per breast to be covered. Because I'm right on the line, I'm terrified that my choice will come down to, pay out of pocket (not really an option) or continue to live with this pain. With a very supportive man in my life and coming to terms with have a lifealtering surgery, it seems unbelievable to me, that I pay a company $400 a month for them to decide what is best for me and take four to eight weeks to do it. So right now, I'm sitting, waiting anxiously to hear the answer. The moment Innnnnnnnn receive approval, surgery will be scheduled!!