25 Years Old, 32A, No Kids, 225cc

Sorry I’ve been MIA. Life keeps happening. The right, which is the one that doesn’t hurt as much is giving me more issues in dropping but the dr says it’s fine (meaning it’s not cc) and gave me a band.
Under clothes you can’t even tell that I had anything done, which I like and sometimes I think “wow I spent so much money for nothing.” When I put bathing suits on or bras is when I feel the best. It’s not a whole lot but it’s more than I had before and I’m happy with that.
I went to VS and tried on bras. Depending on the style, I can range from a B to a D. The D feels more comfortable in the T-shirt style bras though just because it gives me more coverage.
I’m still massaging both scar and breasts and have now been cleared to exercise. Not exercising was driving me insane and I’m sure I ate those feelings because I do feel a little fluffier.

I went to my week 2 post off a couple days ago. The nurse took off the steri strips and told me I was going to learn how to massage the girls and the scar. The dr came in and squeezed them, said they were hard. It hurt like HELL. I got up to learn to do the massage and I started sweating, my vision got blurry and I would’ve fainted had I not found the chair again. I was probably in tears because of the shock. And at that moment I regretted going through this whole process, which I’m sure is just a reaction to the situation but I think that after all this, I’ll be ok with the whole process. The massages hurt a lot and I’m still really tight. It kind of saddens me because I thought the process would be easier than this. Also, I sometimes wish I had gotten the high profile. I’m on travel right now but when I get home, I will upload some pictures.

To be honest, I think I would do this a couple times over getting my wisdom teeth pulled again.

Things I’ve noticed:
1. Nobody at work notices because I still look pretty flat in my shirts. Not a problem and I’m definitely not complaining.
2. My underboob itches quite a bit (I assume my incision is healing) and having my back itch is probably the worst thing ever.
3. Morning boob is real and mostly on my left. I’m paranoid that I’ve done something wrong.
4. I cannot wait to see my final results. I have my one week post op tomorrow. Let’s see how that goes. Also I need to stop eating so much. I forget I won’t be able to workout for a while.

Overall I’m surprised how seamless this process has been. Any suggestions on my observations especially how to stop eating like a teenager would be helpful.