39 Year Old, 3 Kids, 34 A Ish. 5’6” 120 - 295cc High Profile Soft Touch Naturelle

I’ve always wished I had been endowed with something but was always too afraid to do anything about it. I finally got tired of trying to find bras that fit and not feeling confident with my body.
After trying on the tester implants at my doctors office, 3 separate times. I decided on 300cc soft touch silicone implants. Everytime I went back to try them on, I would try on all different sizes and always came back to the 300cc so I knew that was the choice for me.
After making my choice, things moved along pretty fast! The doctor ended up having a cancelation so I got in within a couple of weeks. After that I had surgery only 2 weeks later! Now I am one week post op and so so happy with my twins! I’m wishing I had gone through with a breast aug years ago! I feel so confident and love how I look. My husband loves my newfound confidence as well and thinks I look great. Of course he says he has always thought I looked good but now his eyes really light up LOL!
I have felt a little boob greed. It’s hard not to want more of a good thing. I compare it to finding a killer deal on something and then you want to find another killer deal to achieve that same high.
The boob greed has worn off a bit. I think it was the worst on days 2-4. Now I’m feeling like this is always how i should have been and they are perfect for me. I didn’t want big boobs that shout, boob job. I wanted a more natural look. Also I like to run and cycle so I didnt want to lug around some big ladies and have them bouncing all over the place.
I also chose an open pocket technique which allows the implant to move around under the muscle, more like a natural breast. I’ve been very happy with that choice and haven’t regretted it at all, even after the painful massages to keep the pockets open during healing time.
I can’t wait to see what bra size I end up in. It’s hard to tell right now as my breasts are high and a little swollen. I have noticed that they have dropped and become more soft after a week.

I’m 11 days post op. My feeling like my new boobs are a part of me now. I’m starting to be able to sleep on my side for short amounts of time. They are practically painless now. The scars and bruising are still prettt bad.
I’ve felt good with my range of motion the past couple of days so this morning I started trying on some of the clothes I took with me to try on implants.
I’m feeling a bit discouraged. When I tried the 300cc on at the doctors office, I loved the size and how I filled out my shirts. I was confident with getting the 300 cc implants. During surgery my doctor put in 295 cc high profile implants, which I have loved when I’m naked but when I put my clothes on, I am definitely not filling out my shirts the same as I did with the implant try one. I’m feeling discouraged. I wish I had gone bigger. I really hate saying that.

My boobs are definitely smaller than what I anticipated from the implant try on. I was so careful and went in to try on multiple size implants three times. I loved how I filled out my shirts with the 300cc. I feel flat in the same shirts now. I’ve been near tears for the past few days. I paid a lot of money and am so sad that I didn’t end up with my desired result. ????