27 Years Old

I have been meaning to write a review on here for awhile now since I myself found this site extremely helpful when preparing for my surgery so I wanted to write my story too with the hope to help others as well.
I've talked about getting my breasts done since I was about 16, when I realized that it was a slim chance that my breasts were going to get any larger than they were. I'm a super confident person in general but when it comes to my boobs I have always felt so insecure. For the past 4 years the only bra I will wear is the bombshell by VS, wearing it gave me the illusion of having boobs and I loved that and I never felt comfortable wearing a normal bra, so this limited my wardrobe choices because I refused to go anywhere without my bombshell on. The only problem is that those bras have such thick padding they aren't very comfortable and I hated hugging people because I was afraid they would all feel the hard padding. And becoming intimate with guys I dated gave me so much anxiety I felt embarrassed to take my bra off and often would apologize for the size of my breasts. I wouldn't even allow my best friends to seem topless and always changed in the bathroom alone. I always told myself that I would have a breast augmentation by the time I was 23. To me it meant the world to have them done and I knew it would help my self-esteem tremendously and allow me to feel more confident in myself. for the past 2 years i have been determined to get this done and saved up enough money so that I could pay in cash, because it just would feel weird to me to be making payments on part of my anatomy.
I have always loved the look of big boobs, especially after looking through all of the reviews on here and from watching youtube videos I knew that I wanted the biggest size implants that could fit my frame. Since I'm tall and have broad shoulders big boobs would balance me out.

Here are my stats
Height- 5'9"
Weight- 125lbs
Bra Size- 32 B
No kids