25 Years Old, 5'3 120 Lbs - Ogden, UT

Here are my week 4 post op pics, a week late haha, so I'll be taking more tomorrow. My left is still a lot higher than my right, and still has the frankenboob look

So I've noticed the last 4 or 5 days that I can feel my implant on the underside of my boob. My boobs are finally softening up a little, enough for me to feel how hard the bottom of my boobs are! It's not the entire thing, probably an inch stretch right along the breast fold. Sometimes I can feel it wrapping around a little on the side too. At first, it was mostly noticeable when laying down, but I feel like it's gotten a little worse the last couple days, and I can feel it when I'm standing too. I got pretty freaked yesterday, because I was looking at the trouble spots on my boobs in the mirror, and noticed there is the slightest indent above the hard spots. I'd say halfway between my breast fold and the start of my nipple. It made me start to obsess, wondering if maybe I could be starting to bottom out or something! I called my doc yesterday, asking if it's normal or if I should come in. She told me that the underside of the breast is all my natural breast tissue, there's not much muscle down there, so on thinner women, it's not uncommon to be able to feel the implant a little. But she said I should come in so they can take a look at it anyways. Of course, I work like a maniac, so I won't have time to go in until the 4th of May :( My goal is to try to relax and not lose my [RS bleep] over this next week and a half haha. I'll try to get some pics of it tonight, show you ladies what I'm talking about.

Sorry, it cut me off haha.

So anyways... the next week I was doing so much better! Still having a hard time, driving was stressful, getting through the entire work day took a lot out of me. But I did it, and it was an improvement. Now I'm coming up on 5 weeks tomorrow, and I'm relieved I'm feeling a lot more normal, but I'm at a weird in between point. Some things are still too hard. Driving is very uncomfortable, I can feel my pecs flex way too much for such a simple movement. I finally got the approval from my doc to go back to the gym, but I like to do weightlifting, and since I can't workout pecs or anything that would make me use my pecs for 6 months, that leaves me basically doing legs, wah wah wah. I tried to do bi's and tri's yesterday, super light weight and trying to activate my core more to leave my pecs out of it, but even then I felt like it was a no go. I felt my pecs engage too many times, and it made me a little sore, and quite uncomfortable. My boobs are definitely coming along, but I feel like the progress is very slow. So I feel super restricted in things I can do, and I'm still not satisfied yet with my boobs, so I'm kinda just going stir crazy, and being insanely impatient for soft beautiful fluffy ladies, is making everything harder haha. So yah, there is my first month in a nut shell haha