Awake for explant of breast implants! I had implants for 20+years!

I can relate so much to your story. My mom was a big factor in my getting implants and I have always resented it. She never missed an opportunity to tease me growing up (in front of boyfriends especially) and planted the seed by suggesting that I should get implants. I don't think I would have thought of it on my own. It started early. I remember clearly in that time when all girls are getting training bras in middle school that she refused to buy me one saying I didn't need one. So I went braless way past all the other girls and was teased and humiliated. When in my 20's I finally asked her for the money to have implants she did not hesitate even though anyone could have realized I was clinically depressed and in no state to make that kind of decision. Then when I got horrible Grade 4 capsular contracture she was not willing to help me pay for removal. I don't know that I can ever really forgive that but I don't resent her as much as I used to since she is just an old lady now. It's shocking that any mother would allow a 16 year old to have cosmetic surgery. You should not blame yourself for that regrettable decision. She should have told you that you were beautiful as you were. That was her job. Research now shows that teen's brains are not fully formed until they reach their twenties. Their decision making and judgement are not developed yet. So developmentally you really were not capable of making such a serious decision. I do hope that explant will bring you peace and I am sure you will be more comfortable as your natural self. I also had two sets and nothing but problems and had my explant a day ago after having implants for almost 30 years. It has been very emotional. I will say that physically it feels great to have them gone. Also, do not be afraid of the surgery. I am a wimp and I was fully awake and talked to the doctor throughout the procedure. The feeling of relief when he pulled the implants out was very powerful and I'm glad I was awake to experience that. Please keep us posted and best wishes for your surgery. It sounds like you are ready. Hugs XOXO

Sending you support! Stay positive, think positive!! You will be healthy and whole!! xoxo <3

I had my explant last week and my mom hasn't bothered to call or even text. Our mothers are the ones missing out on relationships with awesome daughters! Their loss. Yep make sure you are buckled in and ready for that roller coaster. I thought I was and then after the surgery I curled up and cried on the couch for two days. The explant brought back all the feelings of loneliness and self loathing I was experiencing when I first had the implants. I had to grieve for that young woman. Give your 16 year old self a big hug and tell her it's ok, it's all ok now. You ARE making the best choice for yourself! I can't express what a relief it is to be implant free, to have no more plastic surgery in my future. The biggest piece of advice I can give is do not, I repeat, DO NOT freak out at your appearance right after surgery! If you look at my pictures you will see that I looked as though a truck ran over my chest. One of the ladies on here said stop crying, put your bra on and don't look for a while. Best advice!! I am seeing so much improvement already and expect more in weeks and months to come. (I will be posting more pictures weekly). I am 55, had implants for almost 30 years and a full capsulectomy 4 years ago. And I was extremely flat when I got them. So if my poor body can bounce back yours most certainly will. Key is patience!! Not my strong suit... We are here for you!! You will do great! Big ((hug)) XOXO

We are here ... cry all you want.

Good luck! Happy healing! You'll be healthier free of those implants! Stay positive- we're here if you need support!

Yay!! You are on the way to a healthier life! Gentle ((hug))