Breast Implants with Lolipop Lift - New York, NY

Lines still there. I want the to fade so bad so I have another appt with the dermatologist. I will probably go to another plastic surgeon to even out the top of my areolas

So I know a lot of women out there are thinking of getting a breast lift. I went to my plastic surgeon with the intention of just getting implants. I was told that my nipple was too low and I had too much sagging skin. I had a lollipop lift done with a implant. At first it looked nice to me. Now I think my Areola is slightly too high. I am A black woman so I have experience dark scarring. I am working with my dermatologist to lighten these dark scarring marks. My plastic surgeon persuaded me to get a breast lift with my implant. He said The shape of my breast wouldn't look good without it. These scars are very depressing to me. I generally have nice skin so for me to go and be so scarred on an area of my breast which is sacred to me is very heart wrenching. I am a single female I haven't had any kids. To get a new partner I would have to explain why have the scars on my breasts. I don't want to do that. I would have rather had a bigger implant, fuller breast, and lower nipple which I look now and I see a lot of women have implants with a lower nipple. I miss my old nipples they were so symmetrical. I have these scars for a nicer shape and I really wish I had listened to my gut and just gotten the implant. There's nothing I can do to change that. I have to keep my head up and pray that the scars fade.

I think I'm having buyers remorse. I know he said my scars would get worse before they get better, but they have gotten worse. I really know I needed a lift but I should have just gotten bigger boobs to avoid the scar. I feel depressed. I don't even want my boyfriend to see my boobs.