Amazing.

Hello everyone! So I stalk all your pictures and stories and now I'm here to talk about my own experience! I'm just about 50 hours away from my BA and I'm obsessively googling sizes and implants trying to get a good idea of what I'm going to wake up to on Tuesday. So, my back story- I'm 34 years old, married, 5'7" and I want to get hot again. When I was younger I was like an anomaly- I weighed about 110-115 and had natural D breasts. Which was funny because it me forever to get boobs in the first place then around 9th grade....whoa. So I was loving life for a while. Around 22-25 I actually became very depressed and was put on medication that made me gain a ton of weight. I had gone up to 140ish pounds my boobs were enormous. I was a DD. It actually looked great in retrospect. If you're into curves. At the time my idea of perfect body image was rail thin. I eventually stopped taking the medicine and went back down to my normal adult weight anywhere between 115 to 130- but my boobs decided to take off as well. I went down to a B/C. THEN, eventually I got married, and ugh, put on some married weight and I'm around 140 now. Ok- backstory over. So I need to get back into shape, I'm 140 with in my mind breast that aren't as glorious as they used to be, a bit saggy. My husband says he loves them, but I miss my old perky big breasts. And now I'm here! Waiting till Tuesday to get my boobs back! This is my dilemma though: I see so many people on this site that are going for 500-600 cc's and I'm only doing 350. I'm scared they are going to be too small. I am keeping in mind that I'm already working with a B or a C- so I guess it will be ok? I can't find anyone on here that has my type of proportions. My husband is terrified they will be too big. He had a horrible experience with an ex that wanted giant [RS bleep] boobs and that's exactly what she got- giant freakish boobs that everyone sorta stared at. In not a good way. Like it was a spectacle. I definitely don't want that. So I'm getting silicone gel 350 moderate plus. I'm sure they will look great- but I just know me and I'm scared I'm going to just stare at them and regret I didn't go bigger. Ok, I'm blabbering. Now I'll post some incredibly embarrassing pre pictures of myself. Fyi- I'm in the process of tattoo removal as well so I'm pasty white and also overweight (I'm working on that) ????

Just giving the rice sizers another shot to get an idea of what I'm going to look like.

There was some issue at the surgical center. So my appointment was changed to wednesday the 17th. Ugh....I can't stand the anticipation any longer!!!