My boobs are stuck! (Additional Photos)

I am now 3 months post-op and my breasts have not moved at all since about 1.5 months post-op. I am waiting for them to (hopefully) slope down and look more natural... if not, I may discuss removing them with my surgeon. Though I thought I may change my mind over time, I am still very unhappy with the size of them. I feel they are too large for my frame!

Here are a few photos of my chest 8 weeks post-op. They are still WAY bigger and higher than I wanted and anticipated, but I'm learning to deal with them. I have my good and bad days... I'm hoping & praying that with time, I will stop considering a breast explant!

I am now 1 1/2 months post-op, and still miserable every day! My breasts look fabulous (thank you doc), but this surgery has taken a toll on my mental health more than I could have ever imagined... I guess surgery just wasn't meant for ME.

Soon, I will be cleared to exercise to any extent I can handle. I know it has only been 6 weeks, but as a fitness enthusiast, it has been the LONGEST six weeks of my life! Not being active on a daily basis has really screwed with my brain and I have no ounce of confidence, and my chest only makes me more self-conscious about my looks. I used to dress very cute & somewhat revealing (though there was nothing to reveal). Now, I stick to crew neck shirts and scarfs -- anything I can do to cover these things that I feel are unsightly. I mean, I love the way they look in swimwear, but when I remove my clothes and they still look like they're sitting in a push-up bra? Not cute... it's so embarrassing!

If only I could take back the decision to get breast implants. I would take it back in a heartbeat! I know "Beauty is pain", but I do not think the physical and emotional pain, discomfort and stress I've experienced in the past 1 1/2 months has been worth it. I would like to have my implants removed, but if I wish to have them removed by my doctor, I must wait six months (August)... it can't come quickly enough! I now realize how lucky I was to have a healthy, active body and lifestyle sans implants. I have realized that chest size isn't everything, if anything, and you should take what you've got and be glad! What a rough way to learn a lesson!!