Okay Here It Goes - Miami, FL

i have wanted this for as long as i can remeber knowing what i looked like. as a small child i had a bigger nose. im sicilian i cant help it!
anyways i think ive decided after alot of research to go with dr. Epstein in miami FL about 2 hours from where i live.
i have decided to have it done in march or april of this year since its the best time at work for me to take time off i just hope the doctor i chose will have dates available he is a very popular doctor supposedly with offices in miami and new york!

so today was my day off i was asked to send dr epstein photos of my nose so he can work his magic on his computer imaging, but ive just been so nervous im not making the right choice by going with him i havent even met any other doctors and even though my fiance told me not to worry about the price tag i still am has anyone else had this issue i was only expecting to pay 6-8 grand for this procedure i mean im 23 its alot and ive saved more than that but i still wasnt prepared to pay that much. my fiance tried to calm my nerves by telling me i choose i highly qualified doctor and that you get what you pay for. ugh i know ill regret it if i go somewhere else just because they charge less but it has me thinking i should be open to finding another surgeon.
i started watching rhinoplasty blogs on youtube to calm my nerves and see how others feel about their choice to follow through with this procedure. very first video i watched was of a girl in South florida who went to dr. Miami she only paid 4500 for her procedure and she looked amazing although she did state she wasnt a 100% happy but it was because she had unrealistic expectations. I looked him up anyways Dr Miami and his name is Michael salzhauer he has many accreditation like Dr Epstein and also specializes in nose jobs. dr Epstein speciales in surgeries of the face and has some more years experience, but im still intrigued by this new doctor. he had a little link to post photos of yourself and give yourself a nose makeover digitally and a tried a few photos bare with me though i had just come home from working out for about 3 hours no makeup and pretty exhausted

i don't know what to do I'm so wishy washy i want this so badly but with all these contradicting experiences being shared with me on here it has me more scared than excited. whether 6 grand or 12 grand there is a possibility it could come out to be something i dont want and have paid a small fortune for. im 23 and ive been saving for this for years. now that im capable of affording the procedure there seem to be so many factors pushing me away. i just need a doctor to be open and comforting i need a damn call back from someone!!!! and i would really like to have an appointment but i cant get a hold of either doctors I'm interested to book said consultation... so I'm just left to stew in my stress and anxiety.... i would really love to just be able to talk out my concerns face to face with a qualified professional and get this process rolling