35yo with 6 Beautiful Children 125lbs Wanting my Dream Boobs

I did my ba on Oct 15 this was one experience that I will never want to experience again. Everything went fine with my pre op the day before except I felt a little rushed along didn't really get that 1 to 1 consultation that I got at a private Dr I went to before. It was just try on this sizers and see what you like I'm like ok I choose 550cc within 5 mins of being in there she said ok I'll put you down for 550cc and that was it. Signed lots of papers, took pics, and got my prescriptions and I was off. I went to get my meds and groceries for my room, ate dinner and back to my room. They called about 6pm 630pm and gave me my surgery time of 9am be there by 8am. So I started to get excited and nervous. But I went to bed to be well rested for tomorrow surgery Day. Woke up the next morning took a shower got dressed and I was off to the office. When I reached there the place was empty looking the elevators wasn't working so we had to walk the steps reach upstairs (only knowing where they were because a lady was delivering the implants also so we followed her) and the lady tells me to have a seat in this very small room with about 6 chairs I couldn't sit in there long it was too small making me more nervous so on was walking in the halls. A little later they came to get me ready for surgery and placed me in a small room with a bed, chair, and night stand after about 10 mins I noticed that the person in the next room was taking very loud with her partner so I asked could my son come back with me they said yes and got him for me (they should have told me that from the start). So we sat back there talking and joking around and a lady came in to start my IV and said the dr will be in shortly to speak with me. I'm thinking wow 40 mins before surgery and I get to meet the Dr but nevertheless Dr Krau came in and he was wonderful made me feel alot better about the place we went over the size I chose and I asked him what would 550 give me he said a full C maybe a small D he said I think they would be good for you. Told me son that he would take good care of me asked if I had aby questions which I didn't marked me up, asked for my cell phone number so that he could give me his so I could call my personally if there were any concerns or questions and said see you in a few. I'm very impressed with Dr Krau bedside manners are great (only wish I went to his private office). Not to long after the anesthesiologist came explained her part and asked a couple of questions. About 15 20 mins after 9 I was walking to the surgery table I remember her saying I'm giving you something in your IV to relax you and that was it when I woke up a nurse was there getting my things in order to get up and go back to the room. The next day I was in pain I thought it was normal because I had never experienced a surgery before then by Monday I said no this is not right before I looked I had took almost 30 percs and lots of muscle relaxers because of the excruciating pain I was in my follow up appointment was Monday so I went in and told something is not right I'm in pain and really swollen it was a hematoma on the left side Oh course Dr krau wasn't there so they said they would call him and see what he wanted to do I was in tears from the pain and had to sit there until they heard something I was so upset I asked could they give me some pain meds and they said there was none available and I left mine at the room finally after waiting for ever finally another Dr said he had permission to do it. Now 1 week later from my initial surgery I feel tired, worn out, sore, and sad. Yesterday I finally got to go to the bathroom since Saturday and used the bathroom for the whole day. My breast are bruised,high,hard,and numb.

I'm just a wake up away from my surgery, thank God. I went today for my pre op and decided on 550cc I didn't get to meet the Dr but I hope that I can get them tomorrow. I guess we will see. I'm so nervous......

I'm 2 days away from my surgery Day. I'm not sure if I'm nerves, scared, excited, anxious, or what. I just hope everything goes fine and I'm satisfied with the procedure and the size.