Ghurani Doll 6/18/18

Im Finally doing it! I dont like to blog but will show my results as best I can. I have been wanting this since 2014. I was going to campos in TJ back in 2014 but my mother was concerned because its out of the country and convinced me to save and get it in the US. At one point I made a deposit for Salama but did not have the money saved to go through with it. Also im very fearful of not making it through surgery and leaving my three kids behind. So I decided to leave the idea behind. Now im in a place where I feel comfortable I have seen alot of rwviews of Hasans work and im confident in his work and Im financing the surgery and the payments are in my budget so. I have to get my IUD out 30 to 40 days before sx which is going to be very inconvenient, I dont get periods nor do I miss them and im very fertile, But its for a safer surgery. I am very nervous but also excited now i probably wont worry about what to take until a month before once everything is more real.

I have been reading reviews and I am so scared not to make it back to my family I love my life and I just started any who I have been freaking out because hasan had a death in 2013 and a saw a bad review from someone who used to work there saying two girls died in 2016. I wanted to change to Dr Fisher since he is board certified and I havent heard of anything bad happening with him. So I called monday and they told me he is booked until October andhe is 2 grand more so I decided just to keep Dr hasan. Friday I get a call and an email saying hasan will be out of town for my surgery so I asked for my deposit back and they told me they could do that or other Drs where willing to take my case. I asked if Dr Fischer was available and I got places on hold. She told me he was available, odd considering he wasnt available before but I got what I wanted and I am still scares as fu**. I asked my coordinator if she wasnt just telling me I would be getting fischer and it be a different Dr when I get there and she said No your portal says Dr Fischer, only because I have heard of them doing that to patients. I guess im just going to do it fear and all Im sure ill have panic attack when I get there. My Iud comes out tomorrow.

So I got a call last week by my coordinator telling me fisher was also not available the day of my surgery and asked to reschedule but do to my schedule I was unable. I asked for a refund and was going to look into salama and she said ok but ghurani has similar results and is available the day of my surgery. So I did some research and then agreed. He has amazing results but also had a death in 2017. I am nervous for my life since I am a nurse and I see bad things happen all the time. Yet I also know that I am healthy and its not very likely anything will happen to me. Any ways I forgot to mention im 5' 3" 155 lbs. This is the heaviest ive been. No health issues, 3 c sections 3 healthy children and my life is great besides my body. This will be the cherry on the cake im also excited but I dont think the real excitement will be until im safe lol.I bought a garment and foam wrap around and its really tight my boyfriend had to help force me into it. I will probably update once in miami if your a ghurani doll plz hit me up so I can see your results :)