Considering Dr Hassan ? Bbl/hip Transfer ?

This is not a whole photo of me but I'm sure you get why I want this surgery done ! Lol

I'm around the same size as these women if not a little bit smaller but I would love for my butt to be at least one of these sizes lol I definitely want to leave from surgery with a Miracle Watts. She is caked lol I will be showing pics after my surgery. I'm sure I will be pleased with my results as long as my belly is flat and my ass is PHAT! BUT PERFECT FOR MY SIZE. ;)

I really want this bbl done but now I am feeling discouraged because of what happen to Ranika Hall. She was a calva doll that lost her life during surgery a couple days ago. She was so damn BEAUTIFUL! It scares me because I will be getting my surgery done the same year a death happened. Smh. I can't live like this and I know damn well working out isn't gonna help! Especially for this damn back fat and belly gut. I'm skinny and out of shape smh. I hope and pray my flights and surgery go well. I'm sexy and pretty (even though I want a nose job lol) , I have noooo problem getting men, even women come on to me. It's just that I want to look appealing to my eye sight. A flatter belly and a nice butt will do me justice. I had stubborn belly fat ALL MY DAMN LIFE! I hate it and after 3 kids, it's worse than before! Smh. I want this done but it's not worth losing my life and my children and love ones! I am aware of the possibilities of the worst happening but I know I will still proceed to get this done. :,(