40+ Wife Mother & Grandmother Looking to Do Something for Me - Miami, FL

Soooo just like most of you on here I hv been on RS for quite sometime now stalking (LOL)

I am a mother of 5 (3)grown and out doing their own thing (1) just about headed to college and (1) 10yr old and also (1) grand child. In 2015 I married my BFF who has always be there for me encouraging me spoiling me but best of all loving me for me even when I wasn't loving myself.
I have always been slim or small built with a lil bitty booty but it seems the older I get the flatter my butt is getting and that's a NO NO. I'm a very giving person some people are receivers and it nothing wrong with that but I'm a giver and I give unconditionally with my entire heart and always put myself at the bottom of the priority list.
But it time, it time for me to do something for me.
In my clothes I can fake the funk and when I'm in the mirror it all good (Heyyyyy) but I want that same feeling when my clothes come off. When I think back I can not recall a time when I have ever worn a bikini. I had my oldest child at 19 and his big headed azz took a tole on my lil body (stretch marks) and the kids to follow as my belly grew so did the stretch marks.
I'm not looking for miracles I just want a nice round big azz butt the butt that God simply forgot to give me (no grudges) LOL
Now generally I'm a pretty private person until you get to know me but I have read up on a few of the post here commented on a few and since I have seen quite a few of yal in the buff I feel like we all are family and it was the reading of yal journeys that have giving me the strength and encouragement to go forward and get my AZZ and I don't have to feel guilty for doing me.
I have said anything to my GF about doing this not because they wouldn't hv my back but being that god didn't for get them when he handed out big asses I feel like they wouldn't understand like why in the junction of my life I'm I doing this (BECAUSE I CAN). My kids are all for it and tell me if it's gonna make me smile than go for it and that's just what I am doing.
I research a few doctors that caught my eye Fisher Hasan Alverez & Ghurani and after a long hard decision I've decided that's Ghurani is the my surgeon of choice.
I have not had any problems with the Spectrum office thus far and Stephanie my coordinator has been great with answering my questions returning calls and emails.
I been watching videos of BBL's sx reading some good and some not so good stories of dolls BBL's and from working in the medical field not to much scares me and I have a very high threshold for pain, but I will admit the moment I placed my deposit it all became real to me I AM REALLY DOING THIS. ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
My emotions began to go all over the place,
My sx is schedule for 5/4/17 I have my flight and hotel booked and I will be traveling with my husband. I'm so excited May cannot get here soon enough for me. I'm sooo looking forward to being a
GHURANIDOLL.

I'm hoping time flys by fast just like my weekends when I'm off work.