27 Y/O with 5 Kids It's Time to Get my Body Back

"So I have been doing research on multiple different surgeons and I'm feeling very positive about dr. Blinski his work is amazing and when I called they answered all my questions and when I emailed dr. Blinski he emailed me back right away which was awesome because that rarely happens from surgeons so far everything is looking great I am going to put down my deposit in two weeks and I am excited to be a future blinski doll :) now what I need to do is research the recovery homes that dr. Blinski recommends he said he has 12 different ones so that's quite a lot to choose from so I'll be doing my research on those now does anyone who has gone to dr. Blinski have when they recommend??"

So last year I would had decided to go ahead and do a BBL but then after the consultation with dr. Fisher and paying my deposit I got cold feet and got scared and stop with the dream for a little bit it's been about a year now and I'm thinking about doing it again but this time I'm changing my surgeon and I'm not sure if I want that dr. Alvarez or dr. Cortes I have been researching so much on both doctors I just cannot for the life of me decide which one I want to go with if any of you ladies have had a surgery with either of these surgeons can you please let me know how your experience was the only thing that keeps me worried is not making it out of surgery I don't want to die I have five kids which I'm sure everybody who goes through cosmetic surgery has this fear I I'm just ready to get my body back after having 5 kids....