22 Years Old Needs Her Confidence Back!!

Hello RealSelf,
I'm a 22 years old mom of 2 kids that need my confidence back. I been wanting to do BBL since i was 16 years old. I been researching for years. I can't do this in the past because I always been a very skinny girl with big boobs. I didn't have any types of fat whatsoever. I always love big booties. I grow up around people with big booties. I always been insecure about my booty. When I was in high school, I used to get bully all the time for having a pancake butt. In junior year, I met a guy that I really like and likes me back. He always been a boob man. We start dating right away. After two years of dating, we got married. We had a kid after one year of being married. After my first pregnancy, I wanted to do my BBL. He wasn't having it whatsoever. He said "Why do you need it? You're already beautiful". I told him "I need it because I always been insecure about my butt and I can't do it in the past because I have no fat". He was like "Oh, if you do it. I won't feel the same about you". I told him "Why would he be so negative about?". I felt like he was being so unfair. He used to fight about it so much till the point where I didn't want to do it anymore. So 9 months after that, I found out I was pregnant with my second kid. I was shock because I was on birth control. After I gave birth to my second kid, my husband around me to go forward with the procedure. I was so relieve when he agrees for me to do it. He said "I deserve to be happy after been pregnant around the same time". Sorry with the long story lol. I finally get to do what i been dreaming about since 16. Finally, I will get the body of my dream. So he told me to do research on which doctor I would like to go for. I come up with Dr. Hasan at Jolie Plastic Surgery. I love his result on skinny girls. He do them justice. Hasan dolls look great after their BBL. So I call Jolie to lock in my date. I will be having my surgery December of this year. I know it's far from now but I have to wait because I'm still breastfeeding. I got to wait 6 months after breastfeeding. I rather wait than rush things. I want my result to be great. But anyway I will post more once it close to my date. TTYL guys.

I’m getting annoy again by my husband. So now he letting me do it but I can’t have my butt that big because he doesn’t like it. I feel like it’s my body. I’m the one who risking my life to do this surgery why I can’t get the result I want. Please ladies tell me what you guys think about this. I feel like if he has so much problems with it. I’m going to pay for it myself because I want the tiny waist and big hips look. But he said I can only projection in the back no big hips. Like what is his problem. Please ladies I really need you guys advice or who going through the same thing.