Day 18

Hello to all of you beautiful and wonderful people. I am a 29 year old mother of 2 beautiful and amazing daughters. My oldest daughter is 6 and my baby is 4. I will be having my final doctors visit 2/20/13 for my pre-op and my TT is scheduled for March 1, 2013. I am so freakin nervous, happy, excited, scared, restless, and impatient all at the same time. Is it just me? I have been wanting this procedure for a long time and now that it is getting closer to the date I haven't been able to sleep at night. I have all kinds of thoughts in my head and honestly I feel like I am going crazy. I hope that I am not being selfish in doing this for myself but I am so depressed with this bulging stomach. I had always been a very athletic person in my teens and early adulthood. I had my first child and gained a lot of weight and after delivery I went back down to my normal size. Then I got pregnant again only 8 short months later and had a miscarriage. Then a year later I got pregnant again with my 4 year old. Weight hung around. No matter how I worked out or ate it just stayed. I had my consult and here I am. Please let me know how you guys deal with the stress of this procedure. Thanks and good luck to all.