I Have Made Up my Mind.... - Lubbock, TX

Up until today I had been feeling more excited than anything else about getting this procedure. But today I am feeling guilty, scared, worried and overwhelmed. All these thoughts going on in my mind. All the "what if's". I dont want to feel this way. I want to be positive which I usually am but I guess it's the unknown that makes me uneasy. I have been trying to mentally prepare myself. I know it is going to b hard for me because I have a desk job and I don't really want to ANNOUNCE to all my coworkers that I am having a BBL. all the know is that I am having lipo on my flanks, back and abdomen. It's silly but I am so embarrassed to say that I'm having a BBL. I have actually been wearing padded panties for the last 5-6 years (about the time i lost a few pounds and started wearing smsller clothes) and I'm always so self conscious that someone will notice.

Anyway, I am just rambling on right now. I think I better go get on my elliptical. I decided to try to loose weight before my procedure but when I think about loosing weight my minds works against me. I eat more junk food!!! I dont think anyone understands me or knows what I mean. But the moment I say no more sweets, eat less, cut portions, diet etc, my efforts go out the window. I have no will power whatsoever. My only solution to weight loss is excersising with a buddy. I'm NOT kidding! I lost about 80lbs and I loved working out with my partner but as soon as I went solo I gained 20lbs :((

Elliptical here I come. It's boring working out alone.

If my bloodwork is good I am set to go!!! I will finally have a booty on the 24th of this month!!!! Dr answered all my questions. He told me that he was thinking of transferring 400-600 CCS into each side. He said he would just have to see what looked good. He said he intended to to remove about 2ltrs of fat from my body. I have to say that I don't think that that is enough because I think I could spare way more than that lol but I guess he knows best.

Just looking for someone who has had anything done by Dr Mooty in Lubbock TX!