23 Year Old Male, Removing Unnatural Healed Looking Microblading with Saline

My self esteem is at an all time low and I'm honestly so depressed... I feel like I've ruined my face and confidence forever. I've become reclusive and sulky and I find myself living in constant regret... any words of encouragement would be appreciated.

This is a very emotional post for me because I'm a guy and I've always been insecure about my brows, especially in the past 2 years as they'be been thinning. I'm not saying you can't get good results from microblading, but from my experience, no one tells you how they look when they fade and had I known that or had seen photos, I would have never done it. I had mocroblading done 3 months ago and while I liked it after initially, my oily skin didn't mix well with the ink and the hair like stokes faded to blurry lines.
My eyebrow hairs go through a cycle of falling out and regrowth that stresses me out like no other and present day, I can say that I am OK with my left brow, but my right brow is a mess. There are 3 strokes my artist drew at the beginning of my right brow where I never had hair before and they were so unnatural looking that I'm in the process of getting them removed right now, and it is a process. I got the saline & salt removal process by Carol Packman in Los Angeles who seems to have quite the fan base here and I'm excited to begin removing them but they look so red and worse than ever and I just needed an outlet and support and encouragement from anyone else who's done this because I'm being very hard on myself right now.