i want boobs !!! - Los Angeles, CA

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HI! Thank you! i actually i just looked at your profile and your before pics look like my boobs right now. Im gonna follow your progress :) I don't think ill get HP's but i can't wait to see your end results :) who knows i may change my mind. I'm all confused but hope to get some good ideas here on Realself. And yes I'm insecure with my body ..like totally all the way insecure right now. Losing weight sucked for me so I'm looking into plastic surgery/ies so i can feel better about my looks

Thanks for your comment about my boobs. However I honestly think that my problem is about looks because I used to feel good about myself and I used to like myself and feel attractive but ever since three years ago I've startedfeeling really bad and depressed because I got sick and I lost weight and no I look like a figure stick I don't like the way I look and I think the only thing that can make me feel better is doing some type of surgery because I'm dwelling on what I used to have an I don't have anymore so maybe if I get it I'll be happy with myself again. I'm really insecure and I just want to feel secure and look good because that will make me feel good but I really do appreciate your kind words. It's been three years now and I think it's time to do something about the way I feel

Thank you for responding. I didn't mean to make you feel bad - just a comment if you're on the fence, something to consider. I agree that sometimes making yourself feel good on the outside helps enormously. But it's a big change with risks, so just wanted to be the devil's advocate in helping your decision. I'm much older than the women on this site so have dealt with pro's and con's of many decisions. Just make sure YOU ARE SURE. It's never a bad decision if you are sure of the pro's and con's when you make it. I hope you've sought counseling (we all need it, and if we could all afford it all the time, I'd be in favor of that!). Best of luck to you, either way! And, you are not a '2'! And he is not a '10'. And most of all, it's not about looks, in the end. It's all about how you feel, which is not always cured with appearance changes. I'm not at all against physical changes, but we all need to be cognizant.

Oh don't worry not at all you didn't offend me in anyway I actually appreciate all your kind words but yeah I've been to counseling and it's really not an issue with my life I don't have any issues in that way it's mainly about my appearance and therefore I'd like to change it. I also have a boyfriend who is very supportive and if I want to get surgery he supports me and if I don't he supports me just as well. I have tried all kinds of things to feel better about myself but Indianan it always ends up with my luxe I'm not happy or satisfied in anyway. I guess at times I complain a lot about the way I look but people always tell me if you don't like something about yourself just change it and get it over and done with otherwise you're going to be unhappy until you do something about it and I guess you're right because I just talk about it and talk about it and I don't do anything about it but this time I'm sick and tired of feeling insecure low self-esteem. I know there are better and more important things in this life for instants help the number one hence I've been putting this decision behind for about three years but I came to the conclusion that I'm unhappy no matter what with the way I look. Trust me I don't all kinds of things to forget about body issues but I just haven't been able to , life is passing me by and I feel like I'm stuck and I want to get out of this hole.

I'm not going to say don't do it, because personally I know how you are feeling, so I say go for it and I'm happy for your upcoming surgery/ies! :)

Thank you! :) I am consulting with Dr. J in Beverly hills ((he has a Middle Eastern name)) but he goes by the name of Dr. J. Thanks for the support btw. I have felt so ugly ((looks and body)) for the last 3 years . I think this will help me. I am happy but I am just not happy with the way I look :(

I know how you feel :/ this will definitely help. It will give you more confidence :) What other surgeries do you want?

Thanks for understanding. Yeah this feeling sucks and makes me very unhappy. I just want to feel good about myself in clothing and overall. I would like to have facial surgery, cheeks, chin, and eyes ((my upper eyelids)) . Also a BBL. So many girls get these surgeries and they look so pretty afterwards. I've never done anything for myself and I feel like this is something that I really want to do

Oh wow you're fearless lol, facial surgery sounds scary. But I had a nose job so I guess I can relate haha. I'm sure you look pretty right now! :)

Thanks :) I figured if you're not happy with something change it ((if you can)) so that's what I'm going to do, one at a time. My bf supports me if I want surgery but if I don't get it he doesn't mind either .. He just says he wants me to feel good about myself and happy :) I'm not now and he knows it

I just looked up the dr and he offers the same surgery that I got but he calls it flash recovery

Oh okay thank you for checking I really hope someone can offer that surgery here in California

Dr. J is the one I'm talking about and there was another on in California too just google rapid recovery breast augmentation doctors

Ok I did I found a dr gahvami but I didn't like it at all he does the rapid recovery too ... I like dr. J's work far better :)

I never looked at his work just seen that he offered the rapid recovery but that is the best thing to do is look at there work

Yeah I know .. I love to see before and afters and if I dislike more than I like I just disregard the surgeon .. Pics speak louder than words u know :)

Yeah I did that it is the reason I went with my ps

Aww thank you! :) I will!

So you want to be a 34D? That's a good size for your frame I've been in the d range before having kids. I wear a 34DD but I think its mostly skin lol the babies sucked out all the tissue! Funny thing is I always thought breasts like yours were wayyy more attractive! Ha but my hubby is a boob guy and I used to have some perky bigish boobs so hopefully I'll go back to that. But I do think you have gorgeous natural breasts! Sure they will look great with implants too!!

Hi. Yes I'm hoping for a 34d ... Why do you want to get saline and silicone? Just wondering :) I think you have a nice size if I had boobs like yours I wouldn't need breast implants :) well I do like my breast but I don't like the size so hopefully I don't end up making a mistake but I'm hoping just to get larger ones because they're too small I can't really dress'em up with anything even padded bras are kind of hard to wear. My boyfriend really likes my boobies how they are now but im sure he wouldn't mind me having big ones either you know.

Because I'm 20 and you need to be 22 for silicone. (Got married and had babies early lol) well used to like my breasts but they are just deflated now. No volume :/ well in a push up bra I guess but I wanna look good naked! Haha I'm also a little scared of silicone and having to have MRIs every few years ha. I understand. As women we tend to feel most feminine when it comes to pur breasts and what to do with them. I love the look of like a b cup. With the right body type. I have a big rib cage so big breasts compliment me more than small would. But you look pretty petite. You could pull off a variety of sizes I'm sure

Oh I didn't put your age together LOL. Yeah I think there's a few drawbacks to either one but yeah I was silicon you have to get MRIs that's kind of like the sucky part about it. I think being a woman so hard because if we're big we want to be small and small want to be big :/ is just like we always want what we don't have but that's okay if somehow we can get it or get rid of it lol ((hopefully)) yeah I'm petite but I wish I had a big rib cageso I could fit bigger booby's I'm scared that I won't be able to handle like 450s or something because I want like 475 or 500 ccs mod plus . From what I heard those are wider than the high-profile so I don't know I guess the bigger one that fits me thats the one I'll pick :) again ((hopefully)) . Oh and I'm a be but I don't like it because you can't really do anything with them!

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Yeah and I'm scared if it were to rupture but they can both have issues. Its a risky thing these boobies lol. Well I liked being big but never felt big enough. Like idk of u looked at my pix but I don't feel like I look like a 34DD. I like having big boobs but I think small boobs are more attractive lol. I like to have them because I know my husband likes that about me but seeing them on other girls isn't that pretty looking to me if u know what I mean lol. Yeah you definitely want to be able to hold the implant so you don't bottom out. But I think you'll be fine. I guess I see what you mean lol but idk with your breasts they're so perky ypu could just go braless who needs to dress them up? Haha. I hate going braless then I feel like my boobs are touching me!! Haha I'm typing on my phone too lol

They can do ultrasound instead of MRI

My boobs are just a 34b they're not even they get all.. I guess I have a really good shape but I don't have a lot of tissue I mean I have some but not like wow. Yeah that's true I don't want to bottom out but 339ccs is pretty close to nothing ! If I go see another doctor and he says that I can only get 339 cc's then I'll guess that's what I'll get bud I'm thinking of Seeing 2more docs and go from there

You have a lot more then what I started with I was just about flat and the dr started with 400cc mod + but I wanted a little more projection so I went with the hp

I'm bwd 12.4 according to him so I don't fit more than 339ccs

I definitely think getting more opinions would help. I think 339 CC's would give u more than one size up too. But yeah I mean I want prob at least 400 so I'd see why u would too lol

The 400cc mod+ was wide for me that's when the dr recommend hp I don't remember what my measurements was from the ps but I do know what it is around under my breast and its 28in

Yeah I rarely hear anyone happy within the 300ccs range . They are usually disappointed as I think I would be too . I don't want to be 34 b to become small 34c

From what I had read on here most of the drs say that 100cc is a cup size larger then what you are already so if you go with 300cc you can become 3 cup sizes larger , I do believe its true because I started out a 32A and got 400cc and it put me to a 32DD which is 4 sizes bigger and now that I've fluffed out I went and got remeasured and I've gone up to a 32DDD now

Seriously???! Well then your lucky.! I truly don't believe in Victoria's secret sizes though. I hate that place, I rather buy anywhere else lol

Also I think 100cc will add a cup size to a girl with 32 but if your in the 34 ((like myself)) 200 ccs correspond to 1 cup size only :( not to mention but even 34 is sometimes too tight to wear so I have too look for 36 b however the 36b is sometimes too big in cup size ... I'm totally screwed lol

ive only bought a few from there and they was on the clearance lol but ive been measured at other bras stores and they was all the same

Oh wow . I went to that place once and the lady measured me 34 D Hahahaha sure I can barely fill a 34 freaking B

I just went in and pick up a few different sizes and tried on and the lady checked how they fitted the first time I went in, on Victoria's website it said I was only a B lol

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Meant type that crazy Sorry in on my iPhone lol

Lol crazy smart phones they do that all the time

Yea lol

Wowzers I got a 375cc amitonical and I'm hoping for a D size but at the moment they look more like a B, it's been 3weeks today! Please give me hope and tell me mine will become bigger n softer as time goes in as I'm so so upset with my size ATM, I rang up my Care Co regarding a revision and she Insisted I wait, but I'm not sure they will go from looking so small to a D cup size

Thank you so much! I really hope so too .

Listen to your doctor. You don't want to look like Dolly Parton.

Well MAYBE just maybe I could go lil bigger I'm 116lbs and almost 5'4 ((like 1 ml away from it)) lol which hopefully means I could go bigger .., hoping at least 450cc ((fingers crossed)) but yeah I will not try to jeopardize my breast health for huge ones .. But dang I really love huge ones ... I will find out at my consult.. Can't wait !! I'm only three days away from my Consult :) good luck on your BA too!

Hahaha no no way! Lol, too funny!

Hahaha no no way! Lol, too funny!

Oh great now I'm more confused than before lol I'm just going to go as big as I can with the okay from my surgeon :) i'm going to try to push a little bit more but I don't know if that will be okay with him.. Are your boobies heavy?

No there not heave to me ,Here's what my deal is the clothes I wear is all loss fitting because I don't like my stomach and will not do a tummy tuck cause I dont wAnt the big scar and my breast don't look big in them. You have more breast tissue then what I started with so you might not need as big of an implant to get to the size you want, I have a cousin that went with the same size implant as me and hers breast are bigger because she had more breast tissue then me just like what your starting with , with all I've read from drs that every 100cc is a cup size and they so true because I started with an A cup and went with 400cc and that gave me DD and another thing that you need to figure out is are you having the implants placed under the muscles or over and if your going under the muscles you need to go 25cc to 50cc more then the size sizer you like when you try them on Because you lose cc when going under the muscles

Oh wow okay so thanks for the info my app is 2 days away and this is really good on info ccs and size and I'm looking for under the muscle. I'm trying to hide the implant as much as I can and I'm getting silicone

Yeah I just said that in another post on here lol that silicone is more natural feeling

Yeah I hope they look and feel natural

Haha that's too funny .. Pictures speak louder than words lol .. You're such a good mom :)

I know!! Lol she looks like she had them.done when they were smallish. But ik she's had a baby and breastfed so maybe they got bigger from that on top of a b a. Lol. thanks :,,)

Umm I doubt it lol it's a BA, a huge one too haha . I still love it though :D

Lol I should post a pic when my baby was a couple months old and I was breastfeeding a lot. They looked fake!! Haha but I think she got a b.a because common how can you have that big AND perky at like 40? Lol I guess Kate Upton's are natural which amazes me..

Yeah I'm sure she did I think Salma has a few augmentations already LOL and as to Kate Upton she has really big boobs I think theyre natural because they're really saggy I think sheshe pushes them up with a bra I still think they look awesome though and yeah you should post a picture when your boobs looked fake lol just to compare haha

Probably haha. They just won't fess up to it haha. Yeah and I looked at some MRE Kate Upton pix and noticed in a lot of them she's not real tiny structured either. By no means is she fat but her waist is more square she has the body frame for natural big boobs. Lol I'm trying to find them!! Ha they looked ridiculous! Lol on my daughters bday I had just had my last baby and I had to try on so many different tops to hide them lol

Yeah I think Kate Upton's a real. I bet I know when you're breast-feeding breasts look like they're going to burst I think that's pretty hot haha

So true :) I just checked your profile .. Nice too know some girls like the super natural boob look :) and those 400cc rice sizers don't look too big on you . They look good

Hey thank you for looking and replying ref the sizers..I get totally paranoid they will be too big!! I'm pretty tall 5:8 and have hips and an arse so hoping they will balance me out! Op next Thursday...eeeekkk all paper work through today! Have you an idea of when your will be? X

They say the taller you are the smaller the implant can look .. So 400ccs doesn't sound like a big implant on you .. Plus under the muscle squishes your implant and could make it look 50cc smaller! I'm hoping I can get my surgery before the end of 2014 so hopefully real soon :)