500cc

So my operation is in less than two days and I'm so nervous I told the Dr. That I didn't want to be anything bigger than a well c cup but all the reviews I have seen going from my size cup to 500 have ended up in D cup. So I think I'm so afraid of that. I'm doing this because my self-esteem is so low and I want to feel good about myself. And I know I should be happy with what I have but I want to feel like a woman! I want to be confident in what I wear I want to be able to buy they type of clothes I think are so cute but have to put back because I'm so flat chested. I love ???? and hate going because I'm not not self confident.... So come on Wednesday please hurry and get here!!!!

So I had my back! And I must say even though I'm obviously boxy I think I'm going to love the 500cc! I for sure no music husband will seeming I keep catch him looking even though I have a pretty high cut shirt on lol! I really hope this helps our marriage because to be honest he has a big part of why my self-esteem is so low. But we will see. He is on the last straw I have and I'm fully considering a divorce as much as I love him. Lol I've never felt the way I had about myself before I physically started dating him. Lol he says he will change. but we shall see... any who it's 1:05 am the day after and my baby started crying so she woke my Up and I'm in so much pain I can not remember the streaches the Dr. Told me to do after surgery and he didn't go over them before I left my appointment yesterday. And because I live out of town we stayed in a hotel so it'll be a while before I get home to look at the paper that has them on it. i no stretching will help. Lol of some one could tell me exactly what they were told to do as far as stretching and how often. The only one I can remember is arm circles, soI'd greatly appreciate it if some one could get me a few more that are supposed to help with rightness!!!! Thanks ladies!! And can I use a ice pack to help with swelling and pain? I guess I just don't know what I'm doing! Thank you!!!