Please Help- No Jawline

I have gone back and forth for many many years as to what I should do about feeling like a mutant- someone who feels as thought they have a deformed face. I know that is a bit harsh on myself, but really I so disconnected from myself and am wishing "my jawline didn't fully connect with my neck."

It was suggested one time to get a chin implant but I thought to myself it is not my chin that is the issue it is that I literally don't have a jawline.

I've had one round of cool sculpting back in May 2022 and I do see maybe a 9% out of 100% difference. I saw another doctor who mentioned a mini neck lift but that requires him to put something along my jawline and I don't really want anything staying inside my body like that.

What should I do? Doctors or anyone out there, I really want to feel like a real human and not something that looks deformed. Please help.

The -straight on- shots are how "I" see myself and the other pictures is someone who I don't know, someone I'm extremely uncomfortable with. Thank you for reading.