43 Years Old with 15 Year Old Implants. UK. Leeds, GB

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Thx for the mammaries... How are you? I am really looking forward to seeing how things go for you over the next few months. As for me.... I don't know where to start! I'm still 100% happy with my decision to explant. The biggest problem I face is not knowing how real boobs should feel! After having implants for 15 years (and CC) having a soft, squidgy boob is strange. One day they look great and the next, they look like jelly. Healing is definitely on going. Its only in hindsight, you realise how much you heal on a weekly basis. My scars are better (nicer) now than they were before. I definitely have more breast tissue than I did 15 years ago, although I don't know what bra size I am yet (as I am waiting until the 6 week mark before I get measured). The month before explant is the worst. Its mental torture! I was pleasantly surprised with my result and I'm sure you will be too. Not only do your boobs change on a daily basis, but so do your feelings. That's why photos are so important, sometimes its the only way you can see improvement (when your head tells you there is none). If you have any questions over the next few months, just ask. Sending love x

I'm so glad that you are feeling and doing well Jo. It comes across in the way you write that you have done the right thing, I can feel your positive ness. I will be needing some of that! And yes I can imagine that feelings will change from hour to hour never mind day to day, so taking photos is a good idea to reassure ourselves that improvements and changes are occurring. I have wondered how my boobs are going to feel, I can't imagine them being soft and squishy as like you they have felt hard and solid for so long. Just pray I have a little breast tissue at least! I'm trying not to think about the surgery as I know as soon as I have the date I will go into overdrive and prob look for all excuses possible not to go through with it. Like you did I will think the worst is going to happen at every turn. But I know I must do this, rather now than in the future with more possible complications as well as being older. Need to give myself a fair chance to a healthy recovery. Wishing you lots of health and happy vibes. Will let you know when my date arrives.

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Katz79… Thank you. It certainly is early days. Every morning I have a peek (with my eyes half shut), just in case things get worse, but so far so good. I forgot what boobs were meant to feel like and the biggest shock is that they feel warm/hot, not like my frozen cold implants. They actually feel like they are part of me. I hope you’re doing OK Katz? The whole process can be very emotionally draining. Keep us updated. Sending love x

I'm ok head up my ass as not sure what's rigjt to do hoping the surgeon will re assure me when I see him

Lazzysherri… I looking forward to the next time I appear in a newsletter!?! They usually use the second photo (which is one of me wrapped up). Only time will tell!! x

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Gram1… Thank you! Even I think I look better. Not only was the CC painful but it also distorted my boobs beyond recognition. I'm so glad I picked up the courage to explant. It’s a huge relief x

Lulubovary… Thank you! Of course I’ll keep my review updated. This site has been a lifeline for me. Before my explant, I searched through hundreds of reviews looking for someone with similar boobs! I was eager to see their result and wished that I too could have a good outcome. Originally, my expectations were very low, as even my PS said I had very little breast tissue (which was true). So I tried to limit my expectations, and to be honest, I expected the worst possible outcome. Finding the right surgeon and money were my main obstacles. Luckily, I raised the money through a medical loans company (which dealt with my hospital directly and they offered an interest free loan payable over 10 months). Also, I wanted a surgeon within reach and wanted someone who was not only a PS, but someone who specialized in breast reconstruction (my PS is an Oncoplastic Breast Surgeon). I would have been too scared to have surgery far from home (in case there were complications), but others have surgery abroad with great success. Good luck with your decision and keep me updated. Sending love x

Thank you for responding. I think perhaps it would be best to have this procedure done locally. And my expectations are low too. I have little breast tissue, so I am going to have the explant with a lift. I am not looking forward to all the pain, but I would rather suffer the recovery than go on with these bags in my chest. I'll look at Oncoplastic in this area. Envious...

Msprincess... My breast care nurse recommended the belvia bra from JML (as it lifts and supports) and I have to wear it 24/7 for now. Also, for the first few nights I used a very padded sanitary towel(!) to relieve the pressure on my incisions (sticky side on bra). Keep me updated on your progress and well done for being so brave... Sending love x

Thx for the mammaries… Thank you! I’ll be thinking of you on Friday, 17th and to be honest, I don’t envy you! I think this process is so difficult and incredibly ‘thought consuming’. I’m just happy to be on the other side. Also, remember that I didn’t have much breast tissue (just a tiny bit under the implant), so there is a good likelihood you will have a similar result. Please let me know how you get on. Sending love x

Lazzysheri… Thank you! I know what you mean about reaching the 1 year mark. Hopefully, by then all this anxiety will have passed and our results will be OKish? Fingers crossed x

Little sparrow… You did it! It’s lovely to hear from you. I bet you’re so relieved? Everything will change on a daily basis and it’s incredible to see how things change, even after one week. Please keep us updated… Sending love x

Thanks Jo's journey, it is such a relief to be past surgery an on the road to better health an hopfully fast healing. I only have one drain so I need to see if he only took one capsule. I go back Thursday. The left side with the drain is still pretty tender but right side feels great. Like so many have said there is more breast then I thought but know it might just be swelling. Thank you for your support. This web site is amazing. Such wonderful people willing to help. Sending love back!

Sadwithimplants5911... Thank you so much. It’s a huge relief! x

Lucyjc... Thank you! I had a fantastic experience at the Nuffield. After having implants for 15 years (with cc), I can honestly tell you that my boobs (post explant) feel amazing! No more aches and pains and I've reached the stage where I can give proper hugs (with having my hard implants as barriers!). Hand on heart, I'm so much happier and calmer. The explant was a big deal for me, so I can completely empathise with you for backing out last year. Good luck with your possible explant and ask if you need any info/advice. Sending love x

* Typo... It should be 'without having my hard implants as barriers!) x

Hiya Jo That's fabulous to know! I get pain in mine frequently and back ache and fatigue and millions of other "symptoms". Its amazing to find this site and learn from other peoples experiences that I will hopefully be free from at least some of it. I spoke to another lady who used the same surgeon as i'm going to and she said he was amazing, though she had a reduction not explant, but still recommended him. Anyway I've booked a consultation for next Wednesday so fingers crossed I won't have to wait much longer for good sleeps again!! It really is so lovely to see all your positive posts on your journey. With love, Lucy x