It's been 6 months since second surgery - I feel disfigured

I went through with laser lipo twice, first on abs then on upper thighs. It’s been 6 months since second surgery, I am still swollen, mostly in strange areas. Abs look great, thighs look awful. I’m sure it’s a waiting game because I’m on my feet all the time, but having to wear compression garments just for comfort still for thighs. I’m pleased with abs and fully believe in surgeon I had, just not sure if it was worth the money I spent for my thighs to note have strange lumps and bumps. I researched fully and have worked in plastic surgery field as a nurse. I feel my thighs will always be disfigured and strange now regardless. I would not recommend thighs, but abs look fantastic.