600cc Ultra High Profile Under the Muscle-2 Days Pre-op So Nervous

I have decided on 600 cc's vs the 650 the surgeon recommended. I think that's high enough to not have size regret, yet just a touch smaller than the size that my mind thought was huge.

I have everything prepared for after the surgery. Pillows, all of my medications are filled, the refrigerator is filled with food that is easy to prepare for my teenager. I have a lot of comfortable clothes the only thing I need to get are workout bras, but I will wait until after the surgery to do that.

I went back and forth on the sizing within the last 2 weeks I think sometimes when you read too much information it makes it much more difficult to decide and feel comfortable with your decision. But after much thought and talking to people that I knew that experienced it I have decided on the 600cc option. I'm nervous about how I handle the pain. Everyone is different and I have found some people thought it was so extremely painful for several days after and some people who said it was not. I think I'm most worried about going under. I don't do well with anesthesia nor do I do with narcotic pain medication so I will be probably using all of the nausea medication that was prescribed.

Earlier in the week I went through my closet throwing away some of the stuff I know I for sure could not wear afterwards and just looking at everything trying to see if I would be able to fit into it afterwards... it almost felt nostalgic, like I was sad to see that part go. I was excited to see how I'd look in some of the tops that I didn't fill out well before.

My mind is constantly on this. 2 more days! My sister is flying in from California tomorrow afternoon. One thing that did happen last week is the blood test results that the physician took in the office came back with some high results they didn't tell me what was high but they sent me to an actual outside laboratory so I am kind of nervous that they might cancel the surgery on Monday until whatever is going on with my high results gets resolved. I'm pretty sure it will be fine. I think I might have just been dehydrated so that is the one thing that I am waiting to hear from the doctor's office tomorrow I will be calling them the minute that they open in the morning, LOL.

Woke up yesterday with a headache and nausea. I rarely get headaches or nauseated. After getting my compression stockings on and the IV the nausea and headaches got worse. Got into the operating room and had to be unhooked just to sit up and ended up dry heaving for several minutes. Both the PS and the Anesthesiologist decided to reschedule the surgery just in case I had a bug. I was disappointed but agreed I should err on the side of caution. It's now scheduled for tomorrow at 3:30. Ladies make sure you accurately communicate with your doctor's should you feel sick in any way. It's important to a good outcome. My doctor was very understanding. I'm excited again and looking forward to tomorrow. I looked at Kohl's today to see if they had bras and zip up sports bras in the size I'm guesstimating and they had very unflattering ones in those sizes. If anyone knows of a good store to shop at for DD+ size bras please let me know.

23. I think I tore an internal suture so my right breast Burns and stings very badly so in order to walk around and do things I have to hold it firmly with my hand. Other than that so far the progress is coming along well they're very big but I love them so far.