after 2 weeks of 575-590 implants/then an explant 1 week ago my boobs r back to normal in appearance(no extra stretching)

my last post was right after removal so I was slightly loopy and tramatized lol. its been 1 week since removal. My boobs look as much as I can tell completely back to normal:) I cant understand why I hated them so much in the first place. no they arent where they were b4 i had kids. but im still sexy lol. ok so update. i am getting stitches out next monday (and) having a mole removed lol. all is normal, i was still told to keep my chest muscles quiet for 3 weeks after removal. and im doing my very best to do that because IF i do use them they feel SO WEIRD! The very best way I can describe it which will sound completely crazy is, they feel like floppy muscles that feel like they rise up when i use em and they may fall of and down into my stomach lol....yea told u it would sound crazy! and i have either numbness or extreame soreness. since i have to keep them bond/in a sports bra for 3 weeks its very hard to tell. but its so annoying. its like someone is constantly rubbing my nippples. and it makes my entire boobs hurt even to touch them! even to rub lotion on them, wash them, or leave then naked during showers. they r very very sensative like i have milk. but im sure that will pass very soon (fingers crossed) Im very embarassed that i went through all the trouble and money to do something i had reversed 2 weeks later. and now i feel like one of those crazy women who say. "they arent for me, it felt like a foriegn object in me{duh it is}, i felt like a different person, bla bla bla" but honestly you dnt know how u will feel until they are in there, maybe it was the crazy size i chose, but either way I couldnt be happier to have my mommy boobs back regardless of my past insecurities and 10 years of dreaming of a differnt body. the money is a lost cause but im very glad i didnt cause my boobs physical damge in their appearance those two weeks. ima let these girls age naturally and tuck em in my socks at 80 if need be;) "joking lol" if i ever do this again, ill do a lift first then after i heal maybe a small implant if i see neccessary. but right now i have ZERO PLANS OF THAT! lol

had my implants removed 2 hours ago. and i feel 100% better. Im def happy they are gone maybe because they were just way too big. but all i gotta say is i feel like a normal person again even though im all wrapped up and have stitches. being awake was very akward, but it went similar to how i expected, it was like my breast gave birth. the left one went fine the right one hurt a bit because he made such small incisions it was hard for him to see and grab the right implant and pull it out so the digging around inside me SUCKED. but was so worth it! my head is pounding from the pain meds but i was so excited i had to update, everyone kept telling me to keep em and wait it out, im so glad i didnt! and i got a fast peak at my boobs/cant unwrap them until tmro afternoon but from what i could see they looked pretty normal even though they were stretched to the max for 2 weeks. whew. ok ima let my head and eyes rest, later girls:)

update, the boobs have settled in no complications, but i def went too big and im not liking my choice, dnt get me wrong they r beautiful and exactly what i asked for. But i def should have chossen a more natural size, just because I love the Coco look doesnt mean I would love it on myself. I look decent in most clothes but naked in the mirror i look like i need a boob reduction lol....not the look i was going for... and in some clothes i actually look fat (because of my giant boobs) if i am not wearing skin tight clothes (even a tee shirt makes me look fat), grrr. and i tried to go extra big to avoid having to get a lift cuz that scares the crap out of me to think someone would move my entire areola.... supposed to get them removed th 19th but the doc upped it to the 10th cuz i was complaining about not being comfortable sleeping and keeping these huge things in there for a total of three weeks and stretching out my natural boob so much....the only part im worried about it being so stretched after removal and them not bouncing back. But thats a risk ima take. Im the idiot who did this to myself, and i think ill love my body more if its a mess than if my body is a mess with a huge foriegn object in it i paid for....lol. my hubby is very supportive he works away so he hasnt even seen them in person (nor will he get a chance to) but he isnt concerned, he is amazing. so i told him, as long as u love me and my sag bags ill be just fine:-) .....wednesday is the day:) ------local anastiesia in his office....wide awake...fml wish me luck and elastic skin! lmao------