30 Yrs Old, No Kids, 550 Sientra Smooth Moderate Profile, 5'5, 130lbs, Athletic Built. Laguna Beach, CA

Love the size, HATE THE DOUBLE BUBBLE!!!! I am ashamed to take my bra off. I'm no plastic surgeon and I'm not sure why he tried to make my breast pocket bigger, but now I have double bubble. He said he will fix it after a year, but that's not soon enough. I model part time and use to do implied and topless. Now I am losing income because I have to limit my shots. I didn't want scars on my breast and now I have no choice but have to have them when he goes in for a second attempt. I'm contemplating seeing another doc and going to a lawyer to correct this HUGE MISTAKE!!!

Geesh! After reading my last post, you could tell I was really out of it still. I wish there was an option to reedit it. Oh well, what's done is done.

Anyways.. It has been a few days since my operation. I was mainly drugged up the for the most part because I was in so much pain. I recall my friends, who had the surgery themselves, saying how easily the surgery will be, and I will be up and walking around in no time. NOPE! That was a flat out lie!!!! I don't know if I am just a big baby or if it's cause I jumped up 3 cup sizes (B to DD). I had NEVER had surgery so this was a whole new experience. I found it best to do little as possible, ice packs were a godsend along with my meds. The only movement I did was for me to bath, do my breast exercises, and follow up in my post op appointment.

I got to say Dr. Mills has superb bedside mannerism. He addressed my concerns and saw how the surgery took an emotional toll on my body. I didn't feel rushed and certainly wanted to make sure I left reassured. He is the one of the best doctors I have ever encountered. I'm really happy I went with him, because I hear of some PS just treating you like another number.

My appointment was at 8:00 and an hour and a half away. Per doc's orders, I got up used the cleansing soap all over my body, as well as the night before. I didn't drink or eat anything before I headed to bed, cause I wasn't allowed to before going under. As soon as I got there, I took my anti nausea medication and they gave me Xanax. I helped with my nerves. I don't recall going under, nor do I remember much waiting to go home. My last reccall was being told was being helped into car. I guess cause I am a combat veteran as soon as I woke up, I was in disassociate state cause of my PTSD. I was moving around too much and I didn't know where I was or who was with me. Fortunately, I had put that in my record before hand, so they helped guide me back to the present moment. I am very fortunate I didn't hurt my new boobs or rip open my suitors.I'm still groggy from the anesthesia, and I have been sleeping all day.