21 Year Old. Breast Augmentation. 130 lbs. no kids. 550cc's!! - Lafayette, CA
I had my pre-op appointment on Monday, May 15th!!...
SO Excited for the Day to Come!!!
So I have NOT been sleeping... and I tried to take the anti anxiety pills that my dr gave me but they dont seem to be working.... so its 6am and ive been up since 2am... oh well... he anyone else had sleep troubles before surgery??? Anyways a little ABOUT ME. Im 21. Been flat all my life due to being a gymnast and cheerleader where that part of the body wasnt needed!! But then grew up constantly bullied by my own brothers and the boys at school for always being "flat". Also my right is bigger than my left but ill include some before photos very soon. I am so excited for this procedure. The date is May 26th 2017 and Ill be getting 500-550cc allegra natrelle implants.. not sure exactly on the size yet but I know what I want them to look like. Anyone getting implants on the same weekend or in may/june?? let me know how you're process is going. (: need any ideas that are working for you, especially on sleep!!
PRE OP PHOTOS!!
Had an Insecure Day.....
I was at the gym and in the locker room all these women were walking around with their boobs out(as would i if i had them!!) and i ran to the shower and made sure no one saw me... because of how embarrassed i felt. and before that when I was working out i went to do a side plank not realizing i didnt wear a sports bra today and my right(which is way smaller than my left) started to almost show.... i was so frustrated. I realized I left a sports bra in my car so once i changed i kept my bra on underneath AND then had my sports bra on top. I always do that so that i dont have to look completely flat.
Now that im getting this surgery Im realizing just how much having small boobs effects me. It complete shoots down my confidence and makes me work harder just to make myself feel like mine are bigger than what they are!!! I can not WAIT for this life changing surgery. And right before summer too!!! 9 DAYS. Holy poop.
I called today to see if I can reschedule my appointment earlier this next week like Mon-Thurs so I can get this shit over with and be HAPPPYYYY!!!!! Anyways, thats my rant today. Functioning on no sleep is starting to get to me, also my nightmares are not helping. Ive never had surgery before except when I broke my femur but actually choosing to change my body forever is kind of a scary thought. I hate my boobs. Im tired of feeling less of a woman and disproportionate. Okay alexa, take deep breaths. I got this.... ill keep ya posted. Pray that I get a sooner date!!!!
Told my mommy!!
I wanted to move up my date because my work didnt schedule me at all to work next week and i would have had way more recovery time. I cant believe its SO soon. I am so excited.
Once I cab take my shit off, ill be able to send pics. This has been really hard to type due to the painkillers..... hahaha anyways any tips on recovery?
Day 3 post op
Update!! 3rd day Post Op!
So blessed to have found her. What an amazing woman. She truly makes a change in the world.