29 Year, Need Mommy Makeover+bbl.

I will do my Sergey in ?stanbul, comfort zone. They have a package offer i like. I will stay there for 10 days. Is there any other people is going there in may? I will do mommy makeover with bbl.
I am so excited for it. I want to try to lose some weight before my surgery because i am a large person. I know i don't need to, but i want to!

Is there other girls that will go to cz in may?
I would love to speak with others.
I will make mommy makeover and bbl. So nervous. I am going from Norway!

I am so scared. Its like only thing in my mind. I am scared of the pain, scared that i will be in so much pain and not to take care og my baby girl when i get home.
I would love to get in touch with others that are planning to go to cz in ?stanbul in may 18th. The pictures is not me but I would love to have a bum like that. Nothing too big. I want lo loose some weight before my surgery, but its like my body is on strike. I don't lose or gain weight. Tried in 1 years, so i hope this will help me to love my self again. Even i know my body will never be as befor.