How Dermal Fillers Ruined my Face

I had a lot of fillers in cheeks and jawline, by bad injector, had to remove the filler, 3 rounds of hylaurandise. I Was a handsome guy before with nice sharp features, I wanted to look even better, I wanted to be a super handsome guy, but it ruined my face, even after hyaluronidase, the fillers had stretched my skin, some filler seems have got in my salivary gland so stretched it causing asymmetry, one side of my face just looks different now. Left little granulomas from the filler and the large doses
of hylaurandise generally aged my skin. I hope with time I can recover and look as I did before, its been one month and look slightly better... But with all honest, I don't know if I will ever look like I use did. I am at 80% which is a lot more then I can ask for at this point. I believe with time the remaining filler will disolve in my glas and my skin will tighten slightly and my hylauronic acid will return. I am not sure what will happen, but part have accepted that I will look worse then before. It sucks a lot. I also spent nearly $2,000 dollars on all this. But honestly I would give another $10 000 to look exactly the same as I did before. Since doctors don't know what I looked like they all think im exaggerating, but its clear to me I have changed.