30 Y/0 3 Kids, Breastfed

Dr robey will be doing my surgery. 300 mentor saline filled to 325. Concerned maybe not big enough? I don't want to look fake but I also don't want to regret not going a little larger.full c small d would look nice, I think. Also, hoping that not getting a lift is going to look ok. I don't want the scar. Doctor did I can always do that in office if I decide I'm ok w the scar.

I feel like I am nesting- except the bundles of joy are boobs and not babies. ???? I've been cleaning the house like mad- bought all the heavy stuff (dog, cat food, litter), organized some bedrooms, packed random things in a bag, and even cleaned the shower.???? I am a "single mom" so help with kids will be from grandparents primarily- which is great. I will be recovering for two days at my boyfriend's house, which is closer to the surgery center. He has op-day off, but will be at work about 5 minutes away the rest of the week. I kinda wish he took another day off- who knows, maybe he will. (He just started a new position and time off is "ehhhh", you know.) Anyway, I am obsessively looking at pre/post op boobs, trying to gauge what my results will look like. I ended up calling the office back and saying I want 350/375- I just hate to think that they won't be big enough after several k invested in them. I also watched a video of the operation- I'll be honest- I skipped lots of the parts where they separated the muscles. I am really excited and want to talk about it all the time- I think even my BF might be tired of hearing about it! I'll throw in another before shot, just because...lighting or something.

Hopefully it is big enough- I winged it.