So Nervous - Tummy Tuck with Hernia Repairs

I'm standing up almost straight. I had a bunch of bleeding from my drainage opening. I was able to call the doctor and the office was great. They were once again compassionate and reassuring. I was even able to email them photos to check the blood color.
I am worried about loving my new body and I'm nervous about healing. I am trying to be calm about it but it seems like every time healing happens new reasons to be nervous also happens.

So far so good. I have been in much less pain than I was expecting. I can normally go 1 hour to 2 hours past the due time. The drains are still weird but I try to view them as a step.towards healing. Oh lord, I get these stabbing electric pains on my left side. I literally call out in pain. I'm going to call my doctor's office on Monday to make sure it's nothing to worry about.Walking around actually makes me feel better. I can't walk far without my back and butt cramping. 
My husband commented that even with my wrap and swelling he can see a huge difference in my "hour glass shape". Makes me excited to see everything when I'm healed up.

Had my hernia repairs and tummy tuck yesterday. I was in there about 6 hours. I was so nervous beforehand that I even wrote good letters to my kids and prayed constantly.
I'm still on pain pills and in and out of it. When I was hooked up to my pump I couldn't even stay awake. I'm in a pretty good bit of pain but not like I thought I would.
I have 2 recommendations for the hospital. Bring your own nice soft toilet paoer. This has been such a nice comfort. And 2 bring a pillow from home and save the hospitals thick ones for under your legs and the thin ones for supporting the belly.
Now that the fear is over and I know that my hernias are repaired, I'm excited to see the results and can't wait to see the belly button.