Hip Dips Unchanged, Thighs Ruined

I went in in February 2022 to fill in my hip dips. Dr. Bruno suggested they lipo my lower back and inner thighs, telling me they'd need to be careful with the thighs, as my previous 50lb weight loss during my teen years had left the skin a bit lax. I said "oh, ok!" and trusted things to work out, since he said he could do it...it was a bit lumpy immediately after, but now, 2 years later, I can officially say that my 28 year old thighs look much worse than even my 60 year old mother's. I can no longer wear anything above the knee, no swimsuits or intimacy in certain light, and I honestly don't see much of a difference in my hips at all. While there are scars to show that they did lipo my lower back, it doesn't look any more slim, either. When asked if I'd want anything extra done with any possible remaining fat from the lipo, I asked them to put it in my one butt cheek which has a divot towards the bottom, but he kind of waved it off as not necessary. I wish I'd just done a full on BBL honestly, if I just HAD to ruin my thighs, because even after strength training, alleged lower back lipo, and hip augmentation, my butt still has no shelf, my hips are still dipped, and I can't even look at my thighs in the mirror. I paid 10k to do nothing but ruin my legs and add some scars. I can't afford a thigh lift for now, so I pray that once I can, it doesn't somehow get even worse. It feels like there's no winning and I wish I'd listened to the people saying it's worthless, but I was just so desperate to not hate my body. Needless to say, it didn't work.