Scared - Hattiesburg, MS

Well I'm 2 days post-op now. I'm very sore but stopped the prescription pain meds because they were causing headaches. My boobs are way small and sad! There's not quite as much extra skin as I thought there would be, but it definitely looks weird. Just hoping for it all to tighten and fluff up. The best news so far is that my husband really likes them...he said even this deflated look is better than fake ones that make me sick.

Hello ladies! I haven't posted in a while because I got so nervous about surgery that I just blocked it out for awhile. But now is the time. My surgery is scheduled for this Wednesday...that's in 2days!!! I'm well prepared with all my supplements to ease recovery, some new bras, and everything I need to just rest and relax for a few days. My husband has been incredibly supportive and even took off work so he can be there for me this week!!
I am really so scared! I'm more nervous now than I was when I got these terrible things!! I know I'll be better off in so many ways but I'm still nervous! My implant result was really very good aesthetically...they look great. And I've gotten used to having nice boobs! So in a small way this removal feels a little like a mastectomy! I just really pray that I get my health back! I pray that I heal nicely and I go back to the way I was before. I pray that I can finally accept my flat self and still feel sexy for my husband! Ladies, please keep me in your prayers this week! I know my body needs this...my soul needs this!! But my mind, or maybe it's my ego, is really having trouble with it. Thank you all for listening and understanding.

Well I saw my holistic doctor yesterday. She said my body is way over stressed and I have extreme adrenal fatigue. She still recommends the surgery but wants me to wait until we beef up my adrenals. If u go into surgery now I might now recover well and will be extra susceptible to infection. So I'm on some natural meds and supplements for my adrenals and will wait on surgery till they kick in. I can't stand the waiting game!!!!!!!!